cesar00
Banned
My Lord Jesus I stand before you today in pain and in awe. Dear Jesus I have sinned against you again, once again I have sinned and the worst part of it is that you have solved the same problem for me so many times before that it is even stupid for me to keep falling into the same trap. Dear Lord I beg you strengthen my faith, Dear Lord make me strong , make me courageous so that I can say no, so that I can stand proud besides you and say No, My Lord will provide, I do not need this. Dear Jesus come into my heart and soul and cleanse them, erase Dear Lord all the pain and suffering Dear Lord help me to release all the pain and all the tears that push to be released. Dear Lord I want to be completely yours, I want to serve you fully and without restriction but I feel that there is somethig inside of me that stops me from going all the way. There is something that does not allow me to see the light, to hear your voice, to follow the path. Dear Jesus you know that many times I sit alone and the tears fight to flow and liberate me but where are they coming from, why do I want to cry, is there pain and sorrow in my heart that has not been cleansed and cleaned. Tell me MY Lord show me the way to your side so I can follow. Dear Jesus I have turned my family and myself over to you, I did it some time ago and I have seen the power of your glory and mercy many times over and I sing this glory and this love to anyone who wants to listen. I come to you everyday, to your home anbd chat with you, you are always present during my work and during my days and nights but still My Jesus I feel something is missing and there is a lot of hurt bottled inside of me that needs to be released. Bless me Lord for I love you, forgive me for I am a coward and have no faith or love for you or what you do for me. Help me Jesus find my true destination and the way to you. Shed your light upon me My Lord and make me whole, fill me with your Holy Spirit that I can be closer to you, even if I am not deserving of this grace, touch me Jesus and let me feel your warmth. Thank you my Lord for your patience and for all the work and blessings you have brought to my family and myself, thank you Jesus for your love and care for us, we are your servants and will remain so forever. Thank you Jesus in you we trust