seanathon
Prayer Warrior
it is a beautiful day i am glad that i have such any awesome family i am glad that i have such awesome pets i am glad that they are grounded in calm care and wish good for me i know that they lvoe each other and me without a doubt they have prayed immesnely for me to be agood son and to be clear and still i would just like to affirm tany prayers they said for me amen i am asking for calmness and clarity that i would be still and not give up my self because noone ahsgiven up on me and it is a beuatiufl day jesus thank you for the beautiful day i am tired of tension i ask for calmness and peaceful thoughts to simply help me as i sit still today that there would not be any strong hold of negativity nor anger that calmness and gnetleness would restore all the beautiful dreams i had as a child and that i would not entertain any negativei ask that i would not be jealous of others or their faith i know that sometimes i compare myself in unehalthy ways and even get jealous of the strength that i see in others i has for forgiveness and healing regarding this because when im not jealous i am strong and i am umble there is no reason to be jealous i would just ask for a helmet a calm healing song and to be joyful with my family and teachers that the respect that i had at redlands university for music and teachers and to be able to respect the teachers while being a good student and joyful that i have poiano lessons would show vibrantly today and that i would be healed amen it is a beautiul day and i just wanted to say thnak you for protecting this house and not allowing any enemy to enter it i ask that any turmoil or strife would simply be lifted away from this house i would ask that all the ridiculous anger and exhausition that came when i tried to rest after my big awesome opera pagliacci would simply be overshadowed and healed away and nott even be remembered as i move forward today that any residuals would not even get to have a struggle all that anger and doubt had its time and it no longer gets any it is not for war it is time for me to respect the beautiful day i would ask that all the negativity in my life could simply be wasxhed waway gently lke a rcalm flowing river i dont want to give up on my self and i admit that anger had really hit me hard so i would ask for humor and tears to be clarified that my meotions would clearly and calmly be expressed in non hostile nor spiteful ways that if theres any resent ment or anger that it would be washed away and that any attacker be it negativity or whateer would simply not hae any more authority onor presence of me and when humans and mankind sin i would ask that i would not throw a stone that i would not point fingers nor become apathetic because you didnt at all and i ask for help a calm helmet for calmness and earmuffs (this is for a a nice comforting dreamam to protect me i had a traumatic event and i know that jesus watched over me and i got through it peace be with the person who was unrigtheously burdened to have accidentally given me faulty medicine that i would move on now as if the medicine incidnet and all that transpired in fear because of it would simply have no authority anymore i in jesus christs name i pray amen and it is a beautiful day i just wanted to say it is so clear and beautiful i am so glad that i am living and breathing with such cool and aweosme family and icluding pets i ask for healing because i have felt broken there is no doubt but i know that this joy is stronger than any and all negatitivity um may i know because i know that jesus is hearing me and not only hearing me but that he has me in the palm m of his hand and i would just ask for calmness to return to my eyes and that calmness would wash away any of the negative sensations i have had . that as i try to pray i would become more still not frenzied nor think i am going to be attacked honsetly there is no need to fear because grace and love is abundant and strong in this beautiful day also may my thoguhts slow down clamly taht impulses would be slowed so that they would not have any impact that they would be so weak that they would not even make it to their target and helplessly float away in the gentlest breeze please help me to find rest today i will respect the people today in my life i am not perfect so i ask for full armor in jesus christs name and also for wisdom and compassion i need help because i need wisdom desperatelyand that i would listen to wisdom i ask that i would give up whatever is blocking or hodling in the chaotic time i have been feelingand may i remember that when i sing it is not cabout control but about release and expressing my emotions to jesus to god i ask honestly that i do not be perectionistic about it because it was never about being perfectionisiic ever it was expressing myself and being joyful and guided to become a more joyful and compassionate and respdectful and wise and listen to jesusin the moment i know this without a dobut eternally and i am asking for help please dont let the delusions from highschool have any more time in my life may i not listen to so called curses because they have no authority and pleaes show me how to not judge in a non obsessive way i need stillness amen.
