For Stillness And Honesty As I Would Be When I Was A Child

[seanathon]

I believe that all people are children that God sees them as children always that he can call them out of any despair and that all wickedness is confusion, for humans but i could use some clarification on this anyway i pray  that i would find a calm stillness so that i would know that christianity isnt a brain game and i ask taht i would be able to see myself as a child and that seeing myself as a child is going to pull me out of my delusional state permanently i do know however taht i am not perfect but i would ask that i would calm down and be still so i would know how deeply god loves me, and how much stronger love is to heal me and help me to not have obsessive nor rebellious thoughtsi know that i am a good person who jesus knows and loves i am asking fo rhelp now because i have been through alot of delusional stuf, and it is because of medication problems and fear because of them but those are all in the past i ask in jesus name like in Catalina when i was prayed for and healed of tons of doubt and owrry and  like when i prayed and how much depeer love is and even the love that i know i want to give is despite all this i just want to rehash my story i really want to talk about it because it put things in perspective and i ask for healing in jesus christ stillness and love that i would be calmed and normally recover from this situation it feels very difficult right now but let me explain, as a kid i had some depression problems but idid love church for awhiel, i wasnt perfect but i loved christmas my panets and my Brother! please pray that my love for my brother would always calmly be strong honsestly wanting ot be a brother and jsut how awesome my brother is has gotten me through hard times before and made my day i ask that i would non obsessively and iwhtout burrden respect without jealousy  nor fear offer up any doubt and be healed of all delusions  beat i know i wasnt perfect but i dont want to end up a angry selfish and nor jealous person please fix me

anyway lets talk about the delusions i have been having, this happened because of alot of reeasons i guess and yes it iis probably just delusions although i would ask taht any bad thing would not be able to be around either, basically i had a ton of anxiety because i was given improper medicine dduring my recovery i also ask that i would be able to simply look ahead like i was planning to during my time at college i have big dreams and i want to sing opera and love my family in jesus christs name amen  i know that my dreams wont die and that whateever has been whatever trying to push me around with delusional stuff is only temporary i know that my love is stronger than this but i also know that i am imperfect jesus i am tired and i am sorry that i let anger get in the way please let me get back to how i was before all the medicine problems i jesi ask respectfully and i would like to affirm this prayer with amen

i just ask that i would reaffirm the love of the past that i had not as its trying to be clouded now but as it was just a few months ago, honestly please the scariest thing right now is the feeling of losing love i dont even know where it came from please help me jesus i know you can hear me

 

[cupid2300]

whatever you ask for and if you believe it shall be given to you [Mathew 21-22]

 

[Don]

Remember this today,

Ps 34:18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit

PS.9:10

The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble.

10 And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD (Jesus) hast not forsaken them that seek thee.

My wife MerciMe and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Abbyamy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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