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Pattie
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First off, Im not sure where to start but Ill do my best to be honest and straight out with this... I need Jesus back in my life. I was saved for about 4years went to church as often as I could, I loved it but most of all I loved the fact of knowing that I was on my way to heaven to be with Jesus one day. In the year of 04 I lost my brother to a car wreck, which I did see it happening like 3 months before it did happen. I think that Jesus was preparing me for his death. The night that he wrecked, as I passed by the accident that took his life, I noticed a few people walking around there, people that had a bad repation on his living yet it was his choice to hang with them anyway. I had so much anger in me, hurt &confusion that I just wanted to stop and tell the few people there just how I felt, I heard the voice of God saying,, do not stop just go on and then again Jesus repeated himself do not stop go on,, but I was soo hurt where I lost my brother that I didnt listen to the voice of god. I made the biggest mistake of my life that night I disobeyed God, and from that very night I knew that I started slipping away from the one that cared and loved me the most that was "Jesus Christ". I gotten further away from him each day as the days and mins went by
I fount myself lost in sin once again.
After a year of my brothers death I returned back to church hoping and praying that I could just get back on the right track again. then I fount myself facing new things from family members, and it seem to have torn my world upside down. I was put down from attending the church that I went to for so long, every thing that I did became a sinful thing to them. Here I was trying to do the best that I could to live for Jesus the best that I knew how and then again,, I heard so much and was put down so many times that I just didnt want to attend church for a while, the trying it again a few months later in a different church, it was the same old thing from them again, here I was put down, talked about.. I got to the point that I didnt want to attend chruch at all. here it is 2010 and still yet Im not back in church and searveing the Lord... I miss him soo very much and I want more than anything to be saved again and my family back in there with me. I just know that Ill be facing alot of long tough roads, and in the end it will be worth it. ALLL IM ASKING IS PLZ REMEMBER ME IN YOUR PRAYERS I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO GET MY LIFE ON THE RIGHT TRACK I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO LOVE JESUS THE WAY THAT HE WANTS AND SERVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. PLZ SAY A PRAYER FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AND ASLO PRAY THAT WHEN I DO START BACK THAT IF ANYONE TRYS TO COME AGAINST ME THAT JESUS WILL PUT THEM IN THEIR PLACE. thanks & god bless
I fount myself lost in sin once again.
After a year of my brothers death I returned back to church hoping and praying that I could just get back on the right track again. then I fount myself facing new things from family members, and it seem to have torn my world upside down. I was put down from attending the church that I went to for so long, every thing that I did became a sinful thing to them. Here I was trying to do the best that I could to live for Jesus the best that I knew how and then again,, I heard so much and was put down so many times that I just didnt want to attend church for a while, the trying it again a few months later in a different church, it was the same old thing from them again, here I was put down, talked about.. I got to the point that I didnt want to attend chruch at all. here it is 2010 and still yet Im not back in church and searveing the Lord... I miss him soo very much and I want more than anything to be saved again and my family back in there with me. I just know that Ill be facing alot of long tough roads, and in the end it will be worth it. ALLL IM ASKING IS PLZ REMEMBER ME IN YOUR PRAYERS I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO GET MY LIFE ON THE RIGHT TRACK I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO LOVE JESUS THE WAY THAT HE WANTS AND SERVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. PLZ SAY A PRAYER FOR ME AND MY FAMILY AND ASLO PRAY THAT WHEN I DO START BACK THAT IF ANYONE TRYS TO COME AGAINST ME THAT JESUS WILL PUT THEM IN THEIR PLACE. thanks & god bless
