bryce1989
Disciple of Prayer
For my marriage (pending divorce/w 2 children), court matters, financial stability, wisdom, faith, guidance, and better personality to be restored.
My wife of 5 years wants a divorce (has threatened me in the past 3 or more times, but I think she's serious this time). I have hurt her over and over from paternity test to browsing and meeting women online (no sexual activity/just looking out of boredom). I lack communication (stems from my upbringing and sheltered life) and running low money has occupied my mind and focus from her. I do love her and still find her attractive, but I just need time to find myself again and get out of financial bind so I can feel some sense of worth. I think she's seeing another woman now and let her spend the night(s) since I'm no longer living with her. I still see the kids, but I think it's only because she wants more time with her newfound "attention." I'm not mad, but just disappointed that she wants to give up. I can accept her flaws, faults, and sins against me since I have wronged her. I just want her back. I think the Lord led me this way to learn valuable lessons and about myself (I did and still am). I also think God led me this way so that I came to find Him again and to believe. I rarely read the Bible and seek answers and scriptures until now. If it's in His Will for her to return to me, I would be most thankful and give Him the glory, and I'll have a testament for myself and others to share.
My wife of 5 years wants a divorce (has threatened me in the past 3 or more times, but I think she's serious this time). I have hurt her over and over from paternity test to browsing and meeting women online (no sexual activity/just looking out of boredom). I lack communication (stems from my upbringing and sheltered life) and running low money has occupied my mind and focus from her. I do love her and still find her attractive, but I just need time to find myself again and get out of financial bind so I can feel some sense of worth. I think she's seeing another woman now and let her spend the night(s) since I'm no longer living with her. I still see the kids, but I think it's only because she wants more time with her newfound "attention." I'm not mad, but just disappointed that she wants to give up. I can accept her flaws, faults, and sins against me since I have wronged her. I just want her back. I think the Lord led me this way to learn valuable lessons and about myself (I did and still am). I also think God led me this way so that I came to find Him again and to believe. I rarely read the Bible and seek answers and scriptures until now. If it's in His Will for her to return to me, I would be most thankful and give Him the glory, and I'll have a testament for myself and others to share.
