seanathon
Prayer Warrior
God and Jesus, that Jesus would work through this new psychiatrist and that I respect the new psychiatrist. That I could talk to him like when recovering from high school and that I would also acknowledge his help in all the things I would do in recovery. I would ask that I would have a good relationship with him and I would ask for healing of my trust and that I would listen with respect and affirm any healing he has for me and the condition. I know this psychiatrist is a really good guy and I know he also has seen the truth about me already. My parents had a talk with him, he believes that I can get better normally without drugs, especially after the incident that I had in the past when I was given improper medicine, and I believe so too. I ask for Jesus Christ's help. Amen.
I pray that I would respect my new psychiatrist for help giving up any delusional thoughts, because a lot of my thoughts and delusional things that have been happening are kind of like weaker flashbacks from high school. I would ask that any of these nightmares would simply diminish without power and I would completely not listen nor have any delusions nor give them any more power or authority in any degree. I would also ask for non-compulsive stillness. Amen. I never said they could be around, so I would ask that I would be helped in this and also I would ask for help because I really want to get back to a state where I didn't have delusions. I would ask that I would get to be a calm, normal kid like I was at Redlands and before high school. Honestly, it was such a relief to be a calm, normal kid like before high school. I ask that I could go back. God, I am hurting, but I would ask that I could help from this new psychiatrist and not only help but it is my deepest wish that these dumb delusions that say I am evil, that I am unworthy of love, and that I have sinned against God would simply get out of my life and not have any power and that I would no longer fear or entertain them but that I would be still and that I could calm down and slow down. It is my honest prayer that I would not only listen respectfully but that I would get help respecting this new psychiatrist and trusting reality and discussion with God and Jesus. That Jesus would work through this new psychiatrist and that I respect the new psychiatrist, that I could talk to him like when recovering from high school and that I would also acknowledge his help in all the things I would do in recovery. I would ask that I would have a good relationship with him and I would ask for healing of my trust and that I would give up. I know this psychiatrist is a really good guy and I know he also has seen the truth about me already. My parents had a talk with him, he believes that I can get better normally without drugs, and I believe so too. I ask for Jesus Christ's help. Amen.
I pray that I would respect my new psychiatrist for help giving up any delusional thoughts, because a lot of my thoughts and delusional things that have been happening are kind of like weaker flashbacks from high school. I would ask that any of these nightmares would simply diminish without power and I would completely not listen nor have any delusions nor give them any more power or authority in any degree. I would also ask for non-compulsive stillness. Amen. I never said they could be around, so I would ask that I would be helped in this and also I would ask for help because I really want to get back to a state where I didn't have delusions. I would ask that I would get to be a calm, normal kid like I was at Redlands and before high school. Honestly, it was such a relief to be a calm, normal kid like before high school. I ask that I could go back. God, I am hurting, but I would ask that I could help from this new psychiatrist and not only help but it is my deepest wish that these dumb delusions that say I am evil, that I am unworthy of love, and that I have sinned against God would simply get out of my life and not have any power and that I would no longer fear or entertain them but that I would be still and that I could calm down and slow down. It is my honest prayer that I would not only listen respectfully but that I would get help respecting this new psychiatrist and trusting reality and discussion with God and Jesus. That Jesus would work through this new psychiatrist and that I respect the new psychiatrist, that I could talk to him like when recovering from high school and that I would also acknowledge his help in all the things I would do in recovery. I would ask that I would have a good relationship with him and I would ask for healing of my trust and that I would give up. I know this psychiatrist is a really good guy and I know he also has seen the truth about me already. My parents had a talk with him, he believes that I can get better normally without drugs, and I believe so too. I ask for Jesus Christ's help. Amen.
