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fated2lovematt
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Hello everyone. Here I am again, asking for help for prayers for my husband and I. I just can't help but break down sometimes figuring that he's not by my side yet. I miss him soo much I could feel every second that I miss him. Though we already sent in our application and the countdown has pretty much started..but not really 'coz I just don't seem to see the end of the wait?! I long to be back home. I pray so hard he gives us miracles just like he did when we started our journey together from strangers to lovers. Reading on some article online regarding the process just really brings me down, that it can take long. I just can't help but break down thinking that we didn't have to go through this again, but with that decision of going home just put us in the situation we're in right now. I just have the tendency really to be stretched to my limits, break down and sort of lose hope. I just can't help but sometimes have issues with my husband because of me being so stressed and I can't help it. And I'm not loving it that sometimes I feel I hurt him again. I am so hurt inside God knows I'm having a hard time keeping up with the wait, I want it to be over.. I don't know why he allows it that we be apart, we're married..We're supposed to be together,enjoying each other, making memories together, sharing everything to each other.... Not just through video chats.
Like right now, we're thinking of trying an expedition of our case. It was his idea which I thought would be nice. So started researching about it, and can only cry it seems to be so hard to get to do. There has to be some sort of emergency like for humanitarian reasons, security, military deployment (which he doesnt have at the moment, THANK GOD!) which would warrant the need for us to be together quicker. And we just can't seem to come up with anything, except that we're dying inside being so far apart, that I guess only God knows. I need to see His hands in this..I cry unto Him asking for a miracle of a speedy response to our request.. I wanna be back home for good. Please help me pray for really, a quicker way of getting through this..please..Thank you!
Like right now, we're thinking of trying an expedition of our case. It was his idea which I thought would be nice. So started researching about it, and can only cry it seems to be so hard to get to do. There has to be some sort of emergency like for humanitarian reasons, security, military deployment (which he doesnt have at the moment, THANK GOD!) which would warrant the need for us to be together quicker. And we just can't seem to come up with anything, except that we're dying inside being so far apart, that I guess only God knows. I need to see His hands in this..I cry unto Him asking for a miracle of a speedy response to our request.. I wanna be back home for good. Please help me pray for really, a quicker way of getting through this..please..Thank you!
