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Dear God,
I humbly ask your help today for the most important wish in my heart. I have been painfully alone and sad for 13 years now. I have wished with all my being to find someone I can love, who would love me so that we may have a good and happy for the rest of our days. I have tried hard to find this. I have also fallen into some sinful ways for intimacy and closeness. I sometimes feel damaged beyond repair. As I close in on my 48th birthday and my chances of finding someone to marry and have a family with grow dimmer, I am trying to meet someone somewhere, even on dating sites online. I have found one who has faith in You, who seems sweet, kind and a good mom and I feel she would be so perfect. Whether it is her or another, I am begging for your help, dear God. May You please see fit to give me another chance at marriage and a family. I am so ready. If so and if it be this woman or another, please help us find our way to each other. While I am quite worried about my job these days, finding her means more to me than anything. I am going to try to do my best to be a better person and a good person regardless – someone you would be proud of, dear heavenly Father - but if you were to grant me this, I would, with all my being, be the best husband and best father I could possibly be; to always put the needs of my family first and to put into work all lessons I have learned from years worth of retrospection and introspection in my long time without a partner. God, I would be unshakably faithful to her and to my family because it is my wish and for Your greater glory. I would completely give up the sinful, lustful and questionable pursuits which have twisted me up inside. Please dear God, help me to find a wife, a good partner in this life so we can have a good family, be it this woman I have fallen for online or another that may be a better fit. I want to be a good servant and accept whatever you may have in store for me but, oh, I do wish that it may be this. Help me, God, please help me. Please forgive me for my sins. You have my promise that I will put it all behind me and be a person deserving of a good Christian family. I want this more than I have ever wanted anything and may it be someone that seems as perfect for me as this woman online that I am so drawn to. In the name of Jesus I pray and ask this. Please hear my prayer. Thank you, dear God. Amen.
I humbly ask your help today for the most important wish in my heart. I have been painfully alone and sad for 13 years now. I have wished with all my being to find someone I can love, who would love me so that we may have a good and happy for the rest of our days. I have tried hard to find this. I have also fallen into some sinful ways for intimacy and closeness. I sometimes feel damaged beyond repair. As I close in on my 48th birthday and my chances of finding someone to marry and have a family with grow dimmer, I am trying to meet someone somewhere, even on dating sites online. I have found one who has faith in You, who seems sweet, kind and a good mom and I feel she would be so perfect. Whether it is her or another, I am begging for your help, dear God. May You please see fit to give me another chance at marriage and a family. I am so ready. If so and if it be this woman or another, please help us find our way to each other. While I am quite worried about my job these days, finding her means more to me than anything. I am going to try to do my best to be a better person and a good person regardless – someone you would be proud of, dear heavenly Father - but if you were to grant me this, I would, with all my being, be the best husband and best father I could possibly be; to always put the needs of my family first and to put into work all lessons I have learned from years worth of retrospection and introspection in my long time without a partner. God, I would be unshakably faithful to her and to my family because it is my wish and for Your greater glory. I would completely give up the sinful, lustful and questionable pursuits which have twisted me up inside. Please dear God, help me to find a wife, a good partner in this life so we can have a good family, be it this woman I have fallen for online or another that may be a better fit. I want to be a good servant and accept whatever you may have in store for me but, oh, I do wish that it may be this. Help me, God, please help me. Please forgive me for my sins. You have my promise that I will put it all behind me and be a person deserving of a good Christian family. I want this more than I have ever wanted anything and may it be someone that seems as perfect for me as this woman online that I am so drawn to. In the name of Jesus I pray and ask this. Please hear my prayer. Thank you, dear God. Amen.
