Roger Faulk
Disciple of Prayer
Fix all, save all. You have eternity to do this. To punish, you have eternity to do this. Rehabilitation, you have eternity to do this. Why? You have eternity to do this. How? You have eternity to do this. Humanity is the family and the family is humanity. Same blood, same mud. You have eternity to learn this. God has positioned all and all have been positioned. God has taken full responsibility. Why? To control the progress of his works in every direction. Why? To give us the best of his creation. We are sheep to the slaughter. Why the cross? God will not put us through anything that he hasn't experienced. The cross is to show and the rest is for us to just know. You really come to know, "Father forgive them, they know not what they do." When I was a teenager in Sunday school class, I was asked about what I thought about John the Baptist in one of the scriptures. I don’t remember what was asked but I do remember my answer. I said someday, someone in a wilderness, like a big city, is likened to a jungle, is going to ask GOD to forgive everyone with every answer to every why for famine and war. There was no answer, only silence, but onward we went with the class. It’s funny it comes to mind as I write this. In my late 20’s or early 30’s, I had a peculiar visitation. I had been doing a lot of praying for the all of humanity for a long time with deep emotion, maybe that’s why this happened, but on this particular night, I had been silent and had not said my prayers. At that time I did not know I had bi-polar which makes my emotions vary from high to low. From a deep sleep, I was awakened by a Golden Cloud that I see the need to say, I was engulfed in. It was wall to wall and filled my full vision and looked 3 dimensional. The cloud swirled in various shades of gold with white wisps of clouds moving within it. There were a number of darkish purple arteries in various positions, pulsating as though there was a heart somewhere out of my sight. In my right eye was a close artery that swung from my right corner eye to almost center of the top of this eye. There was a perfect white oblong object with a certain depth was swirling much faster than the cloud. I ‘m compelled to say the circular motion was rather fast and clockwise at a steady speed within this golden cloud. If I had to guess it’s size, it was a one-eighth inch in length and three-sixteenth circular. I’m 67 years old now and to remember this much is unbelievable and it comes to me like a faint vision at this time, but it was very vivid and 3 dimensional at the time this happened. I stared in wonder for awhile and feeling like if I wanted to say something, I would not be able. Then he said something to me with a deep sounding voice, “I want the same thing you want.” I couldn’t speak or do anything but look, but this voice didn’t come from my ear, it came from within my brain in a fashion that it made sure I knew this. I worried for years that it didn’t come in a name like “I come in the name of Jesus” and that eventually brought fear into my heart. Which I cured with the fact, that Our Father is everywhere and this thought process only proved it. Our Father is everywhere at every time. After a little while, he just swooped out of my eyes and through the walls out of my house, as though it wanted me to get this full view. Yes, I described this to other people and no one knew the why or the reason. They never implied disbelief are even made fun of me. I do not know what that was, but I call him GOD. If it wasn’t, it doesn’t matter, because GOD is Omni-presence meaning Our Father Creator is everywhere. This could be important to somebody and I’m not getting any younger. Yes, I told a few people, but I’ve been in two mental wards since then and I don’t want to spend my last years in another.
