Financial Guidance & Marital Support

[rjanes]

I am struggling with several things. Mostly with the financial income part. I have 2 jobs but it is not enough to spread around to pay all my bills. If I had an actual teaching position - then I would have MORE than enough. But I have not been able to secure a job. I come across great on paper. But then am finishing 2nd during the interviews. I would just love if ONE of the principals would take a chance on me and give me a contract to sign. I love subbing. But it's just not covering the bills.

And then there is my husband. He is stressing me out about our bill situation and creating separation amongst us. He has clearly created boundaries with his child and then my children. It is continuing to rip my heart in two. This has been an ongoing battle for many years. I keep wanting to leave but I can't commit to the separation. He "says" he loves me. But his actions are not proving it. He whines, complains, and bitches. ALL THE TIME. And I don't know how to help us past this - again. My life has been very cyclical for too many years now. And every time I steal my heart against him - he cries and promises to fix it. And I have given in again and again and again. But each time, it happens again. Our youngest - which is "ours" - is picking up on this and is trying/succeeding to play one against the other.

Please give me guidance, Lord.

Amen

 

[mamafour]

Dear Lord I pray for a miracle for this family that ### get a permanent teaching job and that ### family come close together.

 

[The Encourager]

Be Encouraged Child of God. May God today and always honor your prayer request according to His perfect will. The safest and best place to be in this whole wide world is in the will of God. God’s will for all His children is for them to prosper, be in good health, even as their soul prospers (III John 2).

May Jehovah our God through His Son Jesus Christ bless you and those you love and care about abundantly, exceedingly above all you have ever asked, thought, dreamed, or prayed. God is in control. Trust Him. God loves His children with a perfect love. God takes excellent care of what belongs to HIM. God Loves You.

Encourager ###, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

PS: If You Truly, Really, Absolutely Want to Be Blessed…Obey God’s Word! God Honors Obedience; You have His Word on it (Read Deuteronomy 28). Let Your Lifestyle be shaped by the Word of God. Stand on His promises. God is faithful to His Word. Trust God.