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sonayna
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I am a ### year old at home mom of an ### month old daughter, my husband and I are living out of our home town. We are struggling in this new city from the last ### years. My husband has a great call on his life, he is ### now. Our life is full of struggles and lacks. Yes, we have enough food (sometimes not), a rented shelter. We both want to study further but our finances have not allowed us to do so. My elder sister usually helps us financially. We hardly make $###/month in that amount; our needs are hardly met. I have heard so much about prosperity. I have faith, and I fast and pray. But my circumstances are winning, making me depressed and down. My husband has a great call to be a teacher and preacher and wishes to join a Spirit-filled seminary, but nothing positive is showing up. I am so down, nothing is working for us. I've been praying and kept faith before we got married since ###, I believed that God has bigger plans for us, so we got married in ###. No one wanted us to be married because of my husband's financial status, but I believed and kept praying. Now when my child's needs are not met the way I wanted to have new clothes, our own home, and car, new opportunities, nothing has changed, and it's making me think that I made the wrong decision to get married to a minister. The conditions and circumstances are not so good here in ###. I am the youngest among my siblings, and now I feel and know that I am way beyond where I dreamed to be. I remember I used to tell my relatives God shall supply our needs. And we are having but not enough. I do not agree with this lifestyle and do not accept lacks. Please pray for me and my family, for finances for seminary, our own home, our own car, food and clothing for my child, restoration in our marriage, and immigration to ###.
