This part makes it sound like you are blaming God for your problems. Stop it!!!!! Now. God is not someone who is described as one who steals, kills, and destroys. The demonic realm is characterized as being guilty of being on this earth stealing, killing, and destroying. If you would get your focus on God instead of yourself, you would not be susceptible to the demonic realm and its influences. You are who you are because of your own thoughts. Your thoughts are influenced by either the demonic realm, or the Godly realm. Take control of your thoughts and you shall begin to see the blessings of God manifesting in your life. His blessings are already manifested in your life if you would notice. You are alive with fingers to type, eyes to see, ears to hear, etc. etc. etc. Take time out from your "pity party" for yourself and thank God for the blessings you have instead of focusing on the things you do "not" have. You cannot thank God for what you do not have, but you can spend a lot of time thanking Him for the things you DO have.
The best way to change your circumstances around you and to have the people around you do some changing is found in this verse of the Bible, the Word.
Proverbs 4:20-23 (ASV)
20 My son, attend to my words; Incline thine ear unto my sayings.
21 Let them not depart from thine eyes; Keep them in the midst of thy heart.
22 For they are life unto those that find them, And health to all their flesh.
23 Keep thy heart with all diligence; For out of it are the issues of life.
You, your flesh, your family will all be affected if "you" will make Jesus and God your main focus in life. Read the Word daily, especially the New Testament. Read it, memorize passages, speak passages aloud, meditate on the Words you have read. Sing praise songs, worship the Lord, And love others around you. Love them like Jesus does and says to do. When you do these things the people around you, your family, shall change. Keep your focus on Jesus, the Father, and the Holy Spirit.
In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God. I command all demonic presences and influences in your life to leave your life and body, now. Thank you Jesus.
(Your posts sound like a broken record, if you know what that is. Move on. Here are a lot of teachings by Andrew Wommack. Start spending your time listening to them and you shall make progress in your life. Your spiritual growth is more important than the things you are whining about "not" having.
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