HopeSearcher
Humble Servant of All
I have done everything I can to draw closer in my relationship with God. I've tried to stand up for what's right. I even have two jobs working in the ministry. But it's like God doesn't care about any of this. He blesses others and curses me for no reason. I feel so neglected and forsaken by God.
I keep on getting in relationships that they seem really interested at first, we interact for about a week or two tops (1-2 dates) and then they dump me for no reason. I'm tired of all of this!!! I've cried out to God so many times to send the right guy my way and I keep on getting my heart broken. The only guy I dated that wanted to stick around longer than a couple months was the one that was verbally and emotionally abusive to me.
I really need hope right now!!! I need for God to fight for me instead of against me for no reason. I need Him to fill me with His love and show me in my own life that He really does care about what is important to me. I am trying so hard to trust God in all of this, but I can't hang in there much longer. I need His help! I need Him to provide for me!
Please pray for me about all of this. And please pray that I can somehow get some decent sleep tonight.
I keep on getting in relationships that they seem really interested at first, we interact for about a week or two tops (1-2 dates) and then they dump me for no reason. I'm tired of all of this!!! I've cried out to God so many times to send the right guy my way and I keep on getting my heart broken. The only guy I dated that wanted to stick around longer than a couple months was the one that was verbally and emotionally abusive to me.
I really need hope right now!!! I need for God to fight for me instead of against me for no reason. I need Him to fill me with His love and show me in my own life that He really does care about what is important to me. I am trying so hard to trust God in all of this, but I can't hang in there much longer. I need His help! I need Him to provide for me!
Please pray for me about all of this. And please pray that I can somehow get some decent sleep tonight.