Lord I need a touch from you today. I really don't know what's going on in my life right now. Work is slow, I haven't worked in weeks. Which has me in a downward spiral. Really, I am fed up with working in the moving industry. I really want another career path. All this down time has put much on my mind especially in regards to me writing music. Whenever I'm down I write. But I've been developing myself in regards to this for years. Music has to be in my destiny somehow. I still want a nice paying dependable job in the mean time. I can't provide for myself or my kids right now. I also feel I have woman problems with no woman. Strange but true. Lost woman seem to find me. I just don't know what to do about it. It's never a woman that I truly want. It's always a woman that needs spiritual help. Right now, I'm so down I don't feel I can help anyone since I myself need help. My ex-wife stay on my case. I'm so tired. I've been really like forget everything. I'm upset because I was going up and now I'm down once again. So please pray for me. For all I've spoken on and my unspoken prayers.