Feeling Cheated

Lately I have been haunted by regret. "I should have asked her out when I had the chance. Should have asked ### to give me her number. Should have tried to make friends with her." I see couples that are so happy together, and I immediately feel the urge to punch the nearest object out of frustration. It's not fair. Why can't I get a date, I can't even seem to be able to make friends. Everything stops me. If not rejection then a miscommunication. If not a miscommunication then a stand up or false number. If not that any number of obstacles I cannot surpass. I have given up hope of even finding someone at this point. And I'm miserable. I thought giving up was what God wanted me to do. I feel so cheated. I don't know what to think. I don't even wear my purity ring anymore. I have given up hope. I may never fully accept not being able to find a wife, or God blessing me with one, but I have been learning to deal with it, as painful as it is. I just want to be content.

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