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pattianne
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I have never felt this all alone in my life. I had to quit working because of serious health issues. I live in chronic pain due to autoimmune illnesses. The person who loved me and cared for me, my husband of 40+ years died. I am not looking for help financially, just someone to talk to that knows me and cares for me. I do have a woman from church who stops by once a week and we do a bible study. I have a daughter who I know loves me, she works long hours and lives in another city. If I only felt better I could think of many places to go for friendship. I can hardly hold my head up somedays. I am going through a bad time in my life. I pray constantly, asking for peace and happiness in my life. I feel like I live under a black cloud. Nothing gets better, only worse. I am not thinking of doing myself harm but if I died this minute I wouldn't mind. I feel that I have so little to live for.