SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Dear Lord, Please forgive me of my sins. Lord, I thank you for my Christian upbringing from my parents. Lord, I thank you for both of my parents, you know Lord, what my father has done for myself and ### and ### and ###. I have not intentionally, but nevertheless, have placed him in such a financial burden since moving back home, with ###, shortly after ### was born. I worked up until I had ### and was pretty independent for years. ### was very premature with health issues, some of which he still has ###, asthma, and still other issues too. ###'s father was on drugs, which is not in his life at all. Lord, you know I had to do what I did to take care of my children. My Father ###, is the closest example on this earth to You Lord, I know. To me Lord, you know in my eyes, He walks on the water. He is a well-educated father with a college degree. I feel as though I have let him down. I have been through some terrible traumatic experiences in my life, most of which I kept from my parents out of shame and they were going through other things with my siblings. These things now make me angry at ME, why did I put myself in those situations, why did I let him down, why did I make those decisions. I want to my dad to be proud of me, just as proud as I am to have him as my dad. Thank you Lord, for giving me, my dad and my mom. He is ### yrs old, he had prostate cancer and had the prostate removed, and Lord, you know I Praise You everyday for my father. But now with him still having to work so much, his health is not as good as it once was. He has to work full time still. He has worked 2 jobs most of his life to provide for all of us, through the years, raising 3 children of his own, with my mom also working, then taking my sister back in with her two children, now of which are grown, and then here I came back with ### and ###. Then ###, ###'s oldest brother from his father's side, came back to live here too. There has not ever been one test or surgery ### has had to go through without my dad being there with me and with him. The house that I live in is my parents house, they live an hour away, and my mom's health as really gone down hill. My father is now saying he may have to get another job. Lord lead me to job opportunity so I can do my part for my father. I want to take care of my parents as they have taken care of me. I want my dad to be proud and Lord you know he needs rest and peace. He serves you Lord, with all he has. You placed him here to lead me, and Lord, I want to Please You First, and then in turn I know it will please my dad. It is my job, Lord. Lord, Remove all of ###'s health issues, remove all my health issues, so that I can do this. Provide for my father ###, Lord, for he is truly Loves you and serves you each and every day. Release him from these burdens and give him all the Blessings beyond his belief for his dedication to you and your will in his Life. Lord, please be with my mom, she has ###, and other health issues, and she is grieving over my brothers death when he was ###, same year as ### was born. I miss my brother Lord. I pray Lord, you will make ### see what his attitude is doing to my father, and I pray ### be very thankful for him. In Jesus Name AMEN
