Feeling a little down

[SinglemomV]

Dear Lord, Please forgive me of my sins. Lord, I thank you for my Christian up bringing from my parents. Lord, I thank you for both of my parents, you know Lord, what my father has done for myself and Austin and Jordan and Scott. I have not intentionally, but nevertheless, have placed him in such a financial burden since moving back home, with Jordan, shortly after Austin was born. I worked up until I had Austin and was pretty independent for years. Austin was very premature with health issues, some of which he still has Mild C.P, asthma, and still other issues too..Austin's father was on drugs, which is not is not in his life at all.. Lord, you know I had to do what I did to take care of my children. My Father Larry, is the closest example on this earth to You Lord, I know. To me Lord, you know in my eyes, He walks on the water. He is a well educated father with a college degree. I feel as though I have let him down. I have been through some terrible traumatic experiences in my life, most of which I kept from my parents out of shame and they were going through other things with my siblings.These things now make me angry at ME, why did I put myself in those situations, why did I let him down, why did I make those decisions..I want to my dad to be proud of me, just as proud as I am to have him as my dad. Thank you Lord, for giving me, my dad and my mom. He is 69 yrs old, he had prostate cancer and had the prostate removed, and Lord, you know I Praise You everyday for my father. But now with him still having to work so much, his health is not as good as it once was. He has to work full time still..He has worked 2 jobs most of his life to provide for all of us, through the years, raising 3 children of his own, with my mom also working, then taking my sister back in with her two children, now of which are grown, and then here I came back with Austin and Jordan.Then Scott, Austin's oldest brother from his father's side, came back to live here too.. There has not ever been one test or surgery Austin has had to go through without my dad being there with me and with him. The house that I live in is my parents house, they live an hour away, and my mom's health as really went down hill. My father is now saying he may have to get another job. Lord lead me to job opportunity so I can do my part for my father. I want to take care of my parents as they have taken care of me.. I want my dad to be proud and Lord you know he needs rest and peace. He serves you Lord, with all he has. You placed him here to lead me, and Lord, I want to Please You First, an then in turn I know it will please my dad. It is my job, Lord. Lord, Remove all of Austin's health issues, remove all my health issues, so that I can do this. Provide for my father Larry, Lord, for he is truly Loves you and serves you each and every day. Release him from these burdens and give him all the Blessings beyond his belief for his dedication to you and your will in his Life. Lord, please be with my mom, she has COPD, and other health issues, and she is grieving over my brothers death when he was 41, same year as Austin was born. I miss my brother Lord. I pray Lord, you will make Jordan see what his attitude is doing to my father, and I pray Jordan be very thankful for him. In Jesus Name AMEN

 

[Jesustheloveofmylife]

Lord God please Hear Vida's very personal and loving prayer to you that it will be done. We love Vida and can see her kind heart through her prayers please help her with all these things dear Lord and bring your love and blessing to her family all of them. I ask this and Vida's prayer be done. I ask this dear Lord in the name of Jesus Christ,amen

 

[Bernie]

LOrd, I come to you this Evening on Behalf of this Family. Father, I ask that you will suround Vida and her Family, Guide and Strengthen them with your Love. Lord, May you Pour your Grace and Mercy on them. Father will you give this Family your Blessings and let them see your Power and understanding in their lives. Use them to Honor and Glorify your Name. In Jesus name I humbly Pray Amen

 

[SinglemomV]

Thank you for these prayers. I don't get to see my parents too much lately, they have a house, an hour away. I just want to be the best daughter, mother, I can be. Lord, remove these overwhelming feelings I have as Christmas will not be much here. Lord, I know the true meaning of Christmas, and You Come First, and I know you will provide a way. Lord, my dad is tired, he's done enough, now I pray let us do unto him as he does for others.

Lord, remove my anger towards myself, and renew it with Hope and I know you love me Unconditionally. Lord, you know I have had 2 failed marriages, and I am alone, in that respect. I have had only one boyfriend and he put his needs and kids before mine, and Lord, I LET him....I ask again WHY!!! (I put a stop to most of it, when I wanted to be home when Jordan started driving to let Jordan know I would always be here waiting on him) This guy isn't a bad guy, he's Catholic, He does believe in you Lord, but he is selfish. I know we all are not perfect Lord. Finally, through your strength and guidance I have been turning the tables, it does appear as though he doesn't want to do what have done for him and his children, so through your strength, I have Finally discovered, I am deserving of Love, and so are my children. It is long time coming that I have Put You First, Lord, as I strive daily to do, and I know you have a plan in place. If it Your Will, Send to me a Godly man to share my life with and for Little Austin. Please Remove the Anger I have in myself, help me to forgive myself, renew my spirit in you Lord. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[mattosan]

lord please provide vida with all of her needs and the desires of her heart,,,lord help her to find a job and relieve her father of some of his load..lord help vida to be able to physically handle working again and give her hope for the future to have your best pick of a godly man to be her mate ...lord bring it all to pass and pour your favor and blessings on this mother who works so hard to raise her boys..help her to see that raising children is a knoble job in its self and i for one am very proud of her for raising them up the best she knows how and lifting them up before you constantly here on this site and let her know how proud you are of her for being the woman of god that she is..in jesus name amen..