Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Sorry I know I can't go on burdening you but apart from my sister ### I have no one else I can be honest with about how I am feeling, so please forgive me.
As you know I have been battling mental and physical illnesses for many years and was in hospital not so long ago.
I honestly thought going to hospital would be the start of my healing but since coming home I am much worse again.
I was prescribed a multivitamin drink but didn't think the ingredients were very good so tried a Seaweed supplement (after much prayer) and really thought it would be good as the reviews were so encouraging. However it has upset my tummy so don't know what to do now.
I am so discouraged that prayers aren't being answered and scared that God seems so far away. I have pleaded with Jesus to help.
I honestly don't know what to do. I just sit in bed all day looking out of the window as can't do anything else and the mental torture just goes on 24/7 and is exhausting.
I really am losing hope.
As you know I have been battling mental and physical illnesses for many years and was in hospital not so long ago.
I honestly thought going to hospital would be the start of my healing but since coming home I am much worse again.
I was prescribed a multivitamin drink but didn't think the ingredients were very good so tried a Seaweed supplement (after much prayer) and really thought it would be good as the reviews were so encouraging. However it has upset my tummy so don't know what to do now.

I am so discouraged that prayers aren't being answered and scared that God seems so far away. I have pleaded with Jesus to help.
I honestly don't know what to do. I just sit in bed all day looking out of the window as can't do anything else and the mental torture just goes on 24/7 and is exhausting.
I really am losing hope.
