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I'd like to take the time, to let others know that i'am worried. Sometimes I worry so much about my future, and I fear the worst, and it happens. I currently live with my dad, his girlfriend. If it weren't for my father my boyfriend and I would be homeless. He's all I got left in this world and every day its scaring me, i'm waking up with nightmares. And i'm practically grown. The part that scares me the most is that when he dies. I've got nobody left. Except my boyfriend and he's basically in the same boat. Were stuck in a town, without a car, or public transportaion. And I dunno what to do. Maybe i'm over-worrying myself but I need a sign that everythings going to be okay. The little bubble I used to live in growing up is now gone. And i'm forced to defend for myself, knowing that i'll probably never find a way to survive on our own.
I lived on my own for a couple of years. Then I had a mental breakdown, and had to move and start over. The current job I have now is nothing compared to the one I had, when I was supporting myself.
Bottom line-I'm scared. I feel alone. And all my family is scattered and moved on. I don't think I could survive as a homeless person. There's no shelters in our town. No way to get around and I don't know who to call if something bad does happen.
i'm just lost and in need of prayer, I just wanna know that i'll be
safe with a roof over my head. While others are worried about trivial things. I'm
worried about my saftey, and well-being. I can't talk about it with my boyfriend
because his mind is in a bubble. He doesn't worry the way I do. But if I don't then who will?
He tells me to give my troubles to god and I do try. But more stress keeps piling up on me and I wake up with racing thoughts, instead of sleeping soundily at night.
I'm twenty-four years old. But i'm still stuck at the age of sixteen, were I can't take care of myself. I wish more people would see the struggles that go on here in america. Instead of other countries. There's people starving, and suffering right now as we speak. And nobody seems to get it.
I lived on my own for a couple of years. Then I had a mental breakdown, and had to move and start over. The current job I have now is nothing compared to the one I had, when I was supporting myself.
Bottom line-I'm scared. I feel alone. And all my family is scattered and moved on. I don't think I could survive as a homeless person. There's no shelters in our town. No way to get around and I don't know who to call if something bad does happen.
i'm just lost and in need of prayer, I just wanna know that i'll besafe with a roof over my head. While others are worried about trivial things. I'm
worried about my saftey, and well-being. I can't talk about it with my boyfriend
because his mind is in a bubble. He doesn't worry the way I do. But if I don't then who will?
He tells me to give my troubles to god and I do try. But more stress keeps piling up on me and I wake up with racing thoughts, instead of sleeping soundily at night.
I'm twenty-four years old. But i'm still stuck at the age of sixteen, were I can't take care of myself. I wish more people would see the struggles that go on here in america. Instead of other countries. There's people starving, and suffering right now as we speak. And nobody seems to get it.
