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Bjartus
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Christian for 10 years. Strong meeting with God. Felt his precense every day for the first to years.
Got bitter on people in my church, and I consider that as sin. To bee free has been a high priority in my life. If I am not there yet, I dont think I am far from it. Have been using youtube lately, for helping me to change focus. Helping me to forgive. Watching people that are witnessing about hell. Satanism. Illuminati and so on. Its working. Now its a bigger cry in my heart for the worlds salvation. Most of all myself and my family. People I know. It is easier to forgive people after watching theese youtube videos, but the sideeffects have been more fear.
Have been asking God for 100% submitting. Actually, I do belive that he have been calling me for it, and that is what he is doing with me. But It is so hard. I am tired. I also have problem with mammon, as I do not have enough income. I need to trust him, for taking care of me. Its like walking in a desert. But I do belive him for water very soon.
Bergen Norway.
Got bitter on people in my church, and I consider that as sin. To bee free has been a high priority in my life. If I am not there yet, I dont think I am far from it. Have been using youtube lately, for helping me to change focus. Helping me to forgive. Watching people that are witnessing about hell. Satanism. Illuminati and so on. Its working. Now its a bigger cry in my heart for the worlds salvation. Most of all myself and my family. People I know. It is easier to forgive people after watching theese youtube videos, but the sideeffects have been more fear.
Have been asking God for 100% submitting. Actually, I do belive that he have been calling me for it, and that is what he is doing with me. But It is so hard. I am tired. I also have problem with mammon, as I do not have enough income. I need to trust him, for taking care of me. Its like walking in a desert. But I do belive him for water very soon.
Bergen Norway.