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Bjartus
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Christian for 10 years. Strong meeting with God. Felt his presence every day for the first two years.
Got bitter on people in my church, and I consider that as sin. To be free has been a high priority in my life. If I am not there yet, I don't think I am far from it. Have been using YouTube lately, for helping me to change focus. Helping me to forgive. Watching people that are witnessing about hell. Satanism. Illuminati and so on. It's working. Now it's a bigger cry in my heart for the world's salvation. Most of all myself and my family. People I know. It is easier to forgive people after watching these YouTube videos, but the side effects have been more fear.
Have been asking God for 100% submitting. Actually, I do believe that he has been calling me for it, and that is what he is doing with me. But it is so hard. I am tired. I also have a problem with mammon, as I do not have enough income. I need to trust him, for taking care of me. It's like walking in a desert. But I do believe him for water very soon.
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Got bitter on people in my church, and I consider that as sin. To be free has been a high priority in my life. If I am not there yet, I don't think I am far from it. Have been using YouTube lately, for helping me to change focus. Helping me to forgive. Watching people that are witnessing about hell. Satanism. Illuminati and so on. It's working. Now it's a bigger cry in my heart for the world's salvation. Most of all myself and my family. People I know. It is easier to forgive people after watching these YouTube videos, but the side effects have been more fear.
Have been asking God for 100% submitting. Actually, I do believe that he has been calling me for it, and that is what he is doing with me. But it is so hard. I am tired. I also have a problem with mammon, as I do not have enough income. I need to trust him, for taking care of me. It's like walking in a desert. But I do believe him for water very soon.
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