Thank you all so much. It brought me to tears just reading your replies. We have been battling these things for 6 months now and it has gotten bad. Evil is very, very real, Christians need to understand this. I am not the same person that I was 7 months ago. We have been studying the New Testament lately. Over 25% of the miracles that Jesus did had to do with evil spirits and demons, yet the local church is of no help whatsoever to someone being afflicted by these things. This is just another way the local church as a whole as really fallen short of what God expected of it. We went to three pastors that I thought were good men and they all said they didn't think I needed their help, I needed to see a shrink. This is the way Satan works, he wants you to feel isolated and alone and to make you think nobody cares, but y'all have just proven him dead wrong by your kind replies. I have had severe chronic medical issues for the last 17 years, and Satan has done the same thing to me through my illness, but God is always right on time and I have learned to notice when Satan is trying to put his thoughts in my head. I simply rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ my Savior and send him packing. But the attack of the last six months has been something out of a Hollywood Movie, but My Father is still in control. Preachers have been saying for years that we are nearing the end, but I honestly believe that the time is getting short and I believe Satan efforts are increasing because he knows he has but a short time left. We have lost all of the friends that we thought we had through this latest attack, but now I question if they were really our friends to start with. I was really feeling down and low today and I ended up on this site by the Grace of Yahweh and I praise his holy name and thank him. Please continue to help me pray for this situation and I will do the same for you. I may never meet any of you in the flesh, but in the eternity I look forward to thanking each and everyone of you and we worship Our Father and Jesus who have done so much for all of us. God Bless each and everyone of you and Thank You so much.
NCH