john6437724
Humble Prayer Warrior
father in jesus name. help me to be a friend to myself and only to myself. making friends is not working out for me. I have missed out on so much. but I know that its just not your will for me. please I ask you lord in a humble way to take this desire out of me. I don't want it anymore. I have never had anyone and I realize now that I never will. I'm sorry that I ever tried. please forgive me lord but I don't want this anymore. I am tired of trying. I wanted a best friend. a companion to do things with and make memories with but it never happened. I receive this calling of being alone. I accept it. please take this desire in jesus name. please forgive me lord but I don't need this. all it has caused is nothing but hurt. please give me strength to carry on with out a friend. in jesus name amen.
