Father I need you

[Anonymous]

Father I want to talk to you.  Please manifests yourself to me.  Father says we need to be in church and worship together but Father I don't feel welcome here.  I think I just need a hug.  My medicines not working I feel very depressed right now.  I need to know you are here.  I need you Father to show up and talk to me, tell me what I need to hear.  Father please, I am lonely, and I can't open up to anyone but you.  I need you here Father.  I need the doors to open, and the opportunities to be so obvious that even I, a stupid unperceptive man can know ts from you.  Father please you know what I need.  I need peace of mind and soul.  I am wrestless.   I am anxious, and I am hurting.  Father you know the relationship I desire, and Father I true my believe that you are my only hope.  I can't even smile anymore.  I want to smile at people when they walk by, but I can't do it.  I can't bring myself to smile.  There is no life in me, I'm crushed in spirit.  I don't care what anyone else says, and I don't care what they think, I just want you to know that I am trying to get your attention.  Father I am stupid.  I need to be remained that you are with me daily, and I know part of that comes from reading your word.  I know I have fallen from this, but Father help me to do it. Give me the right mind set.  I can say I am contempt where Im at but I am not.  If im being honest Im not and I try but I cant force myself to be content when I am single, want to meet my future wife, my best friend.  I am 24 and I feel like I will never meet her.  I am scared to death Father that she won't come.  Father I miss her.  Even though I have never met her, I miss her, I have dreams about her, her smile her golden hair her blue eyes laugh.  Her perky and happy personality that makes even the most bitter person smile.  When I think of her and imagine our friendship, our closeness out bond, I can't help but smile, but it's not real, it's not here yet.  And I can't tell if it's a delusion or if it's real.  I want it to be real.  I want the fantcys about her, about us to be real, but Father, It has not happened yet.  I fear it never will.  It's complicated.  I feel disapointment, and I feel depressed.  I just wish she was here right now to give me a hug, and to love on me.  I wish I could hear her laugh, see her smile.  I can only imagine it, and it stinks, because she is not here.  I keep praying for her and she is no where to be found.  It's frustrating Father.  It makes me feel unacomplished.  Father it demeaning that I have not met the right girl yet.  Married people tell me I don't need marriege, and I need to quit thinking about just myself.  Maybe they are right, but it's easy for them to say, they have what I have been praying for.  It's frustrating when people say to me.  They don't understand, they don't get it.  No one does.  It just makes me feel even more lonely.  Like no one understand what I feel of how I feel, and I can't tell them because I can't put it into words that they underatand.  I wish I could meet her, I know she would understand, I would not even have to tell her she would just know it.  We will be best friend a because we would understan eachother, and communicate with the same language, the same fears and the same love.  Father I want a wife, a friend that I am so close to that we don't even have to use words to talk talk to eachother.  We just fit, like a puzzle piece.  I am waiting for that person to just come running

into me.  Father I want this to happen, but when it does not happen, I get disapointed. I get frustrated and I don't understand.  I need you Father.  I need you to do what you do.  I need your help.  I need your comfort, your love your peace.  Father please bring my wife soon.  Please don't ignore me any longer Father, I don't want to shed another tear over her absence.  Father how can I rejoice in the wife of my youth, when I have no wife.  I need you Father to help me though this hell I'm going through.  It feels like I'm being ignored and I want help, but there is no man thatcan help, only you Father, please don't let me down, please help find this wonderful girl quickly.  In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

 

[BlessMeFatherGod]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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