Father I have been praying. Trying to find some peace

[Anonymous]

Father I have been praying. Trying to find some peace and to get deliverance. But father I cannot deny what is the obvious. The devil is right next to me. I love my girlfriend but the more I pray and seek God closeness the more I cannot deny the fact that she is and has been a tool of the enemy. I was in hell for a long time before I met her but got protected me. I prayed and god helped me and protect me. However a few years ago. I let this devil in. He used my weakness and lust for love an affection against me. He learned my ways and my weaknesses. He got close to my family and exposed everything. Now because of it I am having problems in all areas of my life. God is still here protecting me and warning me. But the devil is here God. I have no control anymore. I cannot think or function correctly.She claims she loves me and is not trying to hurt me but once again I am being reminded nothing I do can protect me from this devil. Gods speaks and then she does something to impact what god spoke to me about or she makes it a selfish reward for herself. I pray and the devil prays right with me. I seek help and privacy. The devil uses it for their own promotion and victory. Now this devil is trying to destroy me. Rather than leave the devil remains to ensure my ultimate defeat. I am defeated mentally, physically. I have lost everything God has blessed me with. Nothing I do or pray for makes a difference. I know I am going to be ok, but I fear the worse and when I think I am ok. The devil post and reminds me that I am not. Why me God I ask. The purpose I had is on the verge of being lost. I do not know what to do or pray for. My last days seem to be closer than ever. The devil has me father. In fact he is one step away if he has not already put in a plan to destroy me. I am sorry father. I had my best intentions but I lost my fight against the devil. Only you can save me. I am lifeless at the moment God your will be done. Good, bad or Ugly. In Jesus name I pray.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[smoore2002]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[bronson38]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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