Father I CAN NOT take this anymore. I don't know what

[amberdawn]

Father I CAN NOT take this anymore. I don't know what you want from me. I pray, I try to do good works. I am faithful. I am very loving and caring, you know this about me Father. Yet I AM CONSTANTLY tormented. My kids are gone my grandkids. I am living in between hotels and my van. Now out of the blue my van stopped running, I work hard just to be stuck in the same spot. No matter what I do it doesn't make a difference! Just kill me and let me die rather than to continue this nightmare. My whole life since before birth has been nothing but a struggle. I am done. I can't do this anymore!

 

[Tweedledee]

Hang in there! We'll continue to pray for you and your family.

 

[Saraha]

I am praying for you now. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[amberdawn]

Hang in there! We'll continue to pray for you and your family.

I don't know if I can. Social services ### years ago took my kid wrongly. All the drs and therapists testified on my behalf but the judge didn't listen to them, only the social worker. No justice. I lost my home and everything. I have held on this whole time, never stopping praying. I got a job despite my disabilities and work hard, go to hotels to shower and stay warm, then end up not being able to afford it and living back in the van. Now my van broke. The hotel is only covered till Sunday. I can't catch a break. I am so tired. I was beat and neglected my whole life yet my faith never left. I always believed it would get better. I never used my life to hurt others or get in trouble; I did the opposite and help everyone I can. But it never gets better... It never ends. I am starting to wonder if my God hates me.

 

[WingsofaDove]

May your prayer be heard because it is in harmony with our Lord. May Love be in your heart. In Jesus name, I have prayed. Amen.

 

[MerciMe]

O Father please cause something good to happen for this dear ###. Help her as only You can to recover from all these issues in Jesus Holy Name but most of all let her find comfort in YOU.

 

[Tweedledee]

AmberDawn, people suck, no way around it. We all make mistakes and God forgives us. Never give up! I'm sorry to hear all you've gone through in your life, it's not fair. Try to find little things each day that aren't so bad.

 

[Stitcher]

Father, please help ### get her van repaired, and to help her find a permanent home. Please reunite her with her children, and work in the hearts of a relative to take her in or to otherwise help her. Please give her hope. I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

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