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john6437724
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father. i am hurt and so broken hearted and dont know what to do. i feel like giving up and not trying no more. i feel like im waisting my time. when i know deep down that im not. lord i have so many dreams and so many plans. half of them where shattered last year because of the way people treated me. but lord you have a plan for me. even when i give up you dont give up. lord i have prayed for so long. for something special. iv prayed about it for almost 3 years everyday. i want to know lord. am i doing the right thing. i know i am. but what i want to know lord am i praying for the right thing. because i feel so out of hope i dont feel like going on anymore. i want to give up and not pray about it anymore. because i feel its not going to happen. at any point in my life no matter how hard i try. lord iv prayed for so long about this. that i have ran out of words to say. i dont know what to say in my prayers anymore. but lord you said in your word. when you have done all you can do to stand then just stand. and thats what im doing. thats all i have left is to just stand. iv tryed for so long and i feel like i should stop trying. but i know deep down i shouldnt. the right thing to do is to keep praying. but lord im hurt and i need your help with this. iv prayed for so long and nothings happend. nothings changed. but lord through all of that praying you have blessed me. you have always blessed me lord and i know you can do all things. for your word says that we can do all things through christ who stregnthens us. and lord i need your help. please lord i need a sighn i need an answer please help me because i dont want to give up on this. but i feel that i should in jesus name amen.
