Father I know that you are the only one who can save our marriage. I have turned it all up to your hands Lord. My faith is not wavering Lord and I am comforted in this knowledge. I can't explain why this loneliness is hitting me so hard Lord other than it is an attack to have me waiver. Father you know what is in my heart and you know that I believe in everything you have shown me and the miracles you are going to work, so why do I feel this sudden sadness. I miss my family, I miss my boys I miss the comfort of my husbands arms and yet I know that you will provide as you have provided so far. I am struggling Lord and don't want to be, it is pointless to act in the flesh as this is a battle on the spiritual level. Only you Lord can soften my husbands heart, only you Lord will restore us and guide us. Only you Father, it is always you and only you. I pray to understand what I need to do the direction I take that is according to your will, I am waiting on you Father please hear me. Please protect my family and please Lord allow me to feel comforted, Lord i celebrate the coming celebration of Jesus' birth. I am so grateful for all you have done and continue to do. Please help me to be all that I can be Lord, this loneliness is so very hard separated from everyone that I know. Please help me Lord I need you . I say these things in Jesus name Amen.