Father. Dear, beloved Father. I have done it again, ...

[Annileve]

Father. Dear, beloved Father. I have done it again, haven't I? Given up more and more when I didn't feel Your presence as much as I used to. When Your presence became more rare, so did my attempts to get closer to You. I'm sorry, Lord- I have been so weak. When I was to test my legs, after I really was saved, they failed me. I didn't handle it properly. I relapsed, failed and made mistakes. I need You Lord. I know I chose to stay away from You. I know I chose to not talk to You as frequently. It was my desicion. And it was a mistake. What have I even done? How could I sacrifice something good because I was scared and impatient? I'm sorry, okay? I am really scared. Scared I won't get what You promised. I am a fool. Please, help me Lord! I need to get out of this! I need to open my heart for You completely. Not close it when I'm starting to hurt, or fear, or lose patience. I need your help with that. Let me see what needs to be done. Touch my heart, God. Break it if You have to. Just, please touch it, so that You can reverse the damage that's been done. Please, Lord! In Jesus name, amen.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[I scream Jesus]

I prayed for you. In Jesus Name. Amen. 

Through your troubles, God develops perseverance, character, hope, and the ability to accept His abundant love. 

He is drawing you close through this repeated problem. Do not despair. Cling to Him and He will fill you with His love.