Father, am lost and I losing my faith in things getting better. I am trying to fight, but every time it seems am getting always fighting a battle that doesn't have any end. Am always getting sad, worrying, getting depressed with my whole heart. I want to get out of this situation, this struggle that is taking my happiness away. This debt, this enemy who are fighting my life not to succeed. These challenges that make me talk to my heart. These problems in they are getting me sick, wondering about you, God, about your presence in my life. I know that everything happened according to your plan, according to you. I know you are fighting behind the scenes for my life, arranging things to work out for me. I know you have a plan for my life. I know I have to be grateful for what I have. I know many don't have what I have. I don't know how to pray to you. I have asked and I believe it shall happen. I am oppressed about life and everything that is been happening. I am suffering, Lord, on top of that living with the struggle of energy, always blocking what is mine, taking what is mine. I am hoping for my life to change. Amen.
