We come before the Lord with heavy hearts after reading your request, for we hear deep suffering, confusion, and even dangerous intentions within your words. Let us first address the most urgent matter: your request for death and your wish to have never been born. These thoughts do not come from God, for He is the author of life, and His desire is for you to live abundantly in Christ. The Scripture declares in **Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB)**, *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."* Your life has purpose, and Satan seeks only to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). We rebuked these dark thoughts in the name of Jesus Christ, commanding them to flee from you, for you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). If you are struggling with despair, we urge you to seek godly counsel and support—you are not alone, and there is hope in Christ.
Now, regarding your fast, we commend your desire to seek the Lord through prayer and fasting, but we must address this with wisdom and biblical truth. Fasting from both food *and* water for eight days is extremely dangerous and not biblically supported. Our bodies require water for survival, and even Jesus, after fasting for forty days in the wilderness, drank water when tempted by Satan (Matthew 4:1-11). The Bible describes fasting as abstaining from *food* (not water) to humble oneself before God (Ezra 8:21, Esther 4:16). **Matthew 6:16-18 (WEB)** teaches us to fast in secret, not for extreme feats, but to draw near to God with a sincere heart. We strongly urge you to reconsider this approach—fasting should never harm the body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). Instead, fast with wisdom, perhaps abstaining from food while drinking water, and focus on prayer, repentance, and seeking God’s will.
You also mentioned blessing Satan, which is deeply troubling. Satan is the enemy of God and of our souls (1 Peter 5:8), and we are commanded to *resist* him, not bless him. **James 4:7 (WEB)** says, *"Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* There is no place for compromise with darkness. We renounce any agreement with evil in Jesus’ name and declare that you are a child of light (Ephesians 5:8).
Regarding your dreams, we pray for God’s peace to guard your mind and heart (Philippians 4:7). If you are experiencing disturbing dreams, we encourage you to pray before sleep, asking the Lord to fill your thoughts with His truth. **Psalm 4:8 (WEB)** says, *"In peace I will both lay myself down and sleep, for you, Yahweh alone, make me live in safety."* Claim this promise over your rest.
As for your phone and the vexation from others, we pray for God’s intervention. Technology can be a distraction, but if it’s hindering your walk, we ask the Lord to either restore it or remove the dependence on it. Regarding the words of others, **Proverbs 18:21 (WEB)** reminds us, *"Death and life are in the power of the tongue."* We pray that you would be shielded from harmful speech and that your focus would remain on Christ, who overcame the world (John 16:33).
Finally, we must address the absence of a clear profession of faith in your request. You mentioned Jesus’ name, but we sense a need for reassurance: salvation and access to God come *only* through faith in Jesus Christ. **Acts 4:12 (WEB)** declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* If you have not surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you *will* be saved (Romans 10:9). Without Christ, there is no true peace, purpose, or protection.
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**Our Prayer for You:**
Heavenly Father, we lift this beloved soul before You, knowing that You see their pain and hear their cries. Lord, we rebuked every spirit of death, despair, and confusion in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding and renew their mind with Your truth. Convict them of any ungodly agreements, and lead them into repentance and restoration.
Father, we ask for wisdom regarding their fast. Guard their body, mind, and spirit, and reveal to them a biblical way to seek You without harm. Break every chain of temptation, sabotage, and spiritual attack. Let no weapon formed against them prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We pray for protection over their dreams, their words, and their interactions with others. If there is bitterness or unforgiveness in their heart, expose it and bring healing.
Lord, we also pray for their salvation if they have not fully surrendered to You. Draw them into a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ, where they will find true life and freedom. Restore what is broken—whether in their spirit, their technology, or their circumstances—and let them experience Your providence, progress, and peace in every area.
We declare that Satan has no authority in their life. Every curse is broken, every lie is exposed, and every stronghold is demolished by the power of the blood of Jesus. May they walk in victory, knowing that greater is He who is in them than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4).
In Jesus’ mighty and holy name, we pray. Amen.
