cesar00
Banned
My Lord Jesus today is a great day, nothing has changed Lord, I am still poor, I have not paid any bills and I have not bought any food but today is a great day. Tonight I will be atteding a crusade wtih many other Christians like myself. It is the first time I will participate in something like this. I have seen many miracles and healings on television during these but I have never participated. Today I will and this has made my day. Dear Jesus the miracle happens every day, everyday we go to bed without money for food or gas and every day we wake up and go thorugh the day and we somehow get to eat and our car does not stop and the lights are on and the water is on and the collectors are not calling or coming and it is You Lord in your won special way that lets us know that You stand besides us and that You are happy with theway things are going.
Thank you Jesus, it has been difficult for me to understand your ways, for a long time I pretended to undersatnd You, today after these few days of fast, I can see and I understand that I do not understand You and that I will never understand You, You are way beyond my comprehension and this is the way things should be. I am a mere human being striving to get closer to You, You on the other hand are a God, thwe Allmighty, You are Everyhting and everywhere, how could I believe I could become like You? I am a sinner and I have tho fight and struggle every day to even think of deserving Your attention, You on the other hand are absolutely pure and translarent, You sent Your son to die for me, for my sins while I cannot even guide my sons to You and Your word. Dear Jesus I am so insignificant that sometimes I have believed that you do not know I exist and do not care either.
Today Lord after these few dasy of fast I realize that You really know how many hairs are on my head, and you really know what is in my heart and mind. Dear Jesus day by day You have lead me slowly but trully into many different conclusions and realizations, day by day you have stiffled by anger and my instant reatcions, I have changed slowly but trully, there is a long way to go but today sitting here before You and my frineds, I can see the truth, You have acted, You are acting but in Your own special way. I thank you Jesus for all the small details, for the small things that I know when put together make a huge difference. Dear Jesus I want to kneel before You this morning i n preparation for the event I will be going to this afternoon.
Dear Jesus I want to kneel before Your cross, before Your pain, before Your blood and beg for forgivenss Lord. Beg for Your forgiveness for the many sins and attrocities I have committed against You and against my brothers and sisters, Dear Jesus many of these sins I already forgot, many of them I never remembered because I was under the influence of something or anothert when I did what I did, but I know in my heart that I have done terrible things. I stand beforewe YOuo Lord.before You and my frineds,begging for YOur forgiveness and for Your blessing so that I may join my fellos Christians today in glorifying and praising Your love and mercy for us. Dear Jesus I want to feel clean and I want to feel welcome when Your Spirit descends from the heanves upon us I want feel clean when You, My Lord come among us and bless the crusade and bless the sick and the healthy. Dear Jesus I thank you ÑLord for I know that You have forgiven me, thank you friends because I know that you haveforgiven me to, I pray that I have the strength and the determinatio, the courage and enough love and care for myself so that I can forgive myself and turn a page in my life which is best forgotten. Thank you esus for this great opportunity, I beg you protect my wife and me during the day so the dark one does not attempt to stop us from our meeting with You. Dear Jesus bless my brothers and sisters today for I will be praying for them tonight standing before You among Your chosen ones. Thank you Jesus for allowing me this priviledge to experience the might and the power of your love and mercy. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
Thank you Jesus, it has been difficult for me to understand your ways, for a long time I pretended to undersatnd You, today after these few days of fast, I can see and I understand that I do not understand You and that I will never understand You, You are way beyond my comprehension and this is the way things should be. I am a mere human being striving to get closer to You, You on the other hand are a God, thwe Allmighty, You are Everyhting and everywhere, how could I believe I could become like You? I am a sinner and I have tho fight and struggle every day to even think of deserving Your attention, You on the other hand are absolutely pure and translarent, You sent Your son to die for me, for my sins while I cannot even guide my sons to You and Your word. Dear Jesus I am so insignificant that sometimes I have believed that you do not know I exist and do not care either.
Today Lord after these few dasy of fast I realize that You really know how many hairs are on my head, and you really know what is in my heart and mind. Dear Jesus day by day You have lead me slowly but trully into many different conclusions and realizations, day by day you have stiffled by anger and my instant reatcions, I have changed slowly but trully, there is a long way to go but today sitting here before You and my frineds, I can see the truth, You have acted, You are acting but in Your own special way. I thank you Jesus for all the small details, for the small things that I know when put together make a huge difference. Dear Jesus I want to kneel before You this morning i n preparation for the event I will be going to this afternoon.
Dear Jesus I want to kneel before Your cross, before Your pain, before Your blood and beg for forgivenss Lord. Beg for Your forgiveness for the many sins and attrocities I have committed against You and against my brothers and sisters, Dear Jesus many of these sins I already forgot, many of them I never remembered because I was under the influence of something or anothert when I did what I did, but I know in my heart that I have done terrible things. I stand beforewe YOuo Lord.before You and my frineds,begging for YOur forgiveness and for Your blessing so that I may join my fellos Christians today in glorifying and praising Your love and mercy for us. Dear Jesus I want to feel clean and I want to feel welcome when Your Spirit descends from the heanves upon us I want feel clean when You, My Lord come among us and bless the crusade and bless the sick and the healthy. Dear Jesus I thank you ÑLord for I know that You have forgiven me, thank you friends because I know that you haveforgiven me to, I pray that I have the strength and the determinatio, the courage and enough love and care for myself so that I can forgive myself and turn a page in my life which is best forgotten. Thank you esus for this great opportunity, I beg you protect my wife and me during the day so the dark one does not attempt to stop us from our meeting with You. Dear Jesus bless my brothers and sisters today for I will be praying for them tonight standing before You among Your chosen ones. Thank you Jesus for allowing me this priviledge to experience the might and the power of your love and mercy. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
