cesar00
Banned
Thank you Jesus because I have arrived to the middle of day four without a problem and full on energy and faith. Thank you Jesus because with this fast my sugar levels have dropped and I am feeling much better, I am losing weight and cleaning my system too Lord, you are amazing and wise. Dear Jesus I also thank you for the special strength and resolution that you gave me yesterday when things got tough and nasty. Dear Lord you know I was attacked yesterday, my internet was down, it still is so I had to go out to a fast food joint to communicate, my daughter had basketball practice and I was barely able to buy her a bottle of water after the practice, I had promised to rent her a movie she wants to see and I couldn't do it. I ran out of bread for my fast and had to juggle around the few bucks I had to buy some, and finally, a cousin of mine died in a car accident and to crown the cake, my wife decided to go out to visit one of her friends who is a drunk and a depressing woman, it was a terrible day and my strength seemed to collapse several times but Lord you are my support, you are my goal, you are my master, the walls held, they were beaten badly and almost collapsed but they didn't. They held and today it is already noon time and I am again going strong. The enemy withdrew yesterday defeated by the angels you have sent to protect me, the enemy retired beaten by the prayers and support of your prayer warriors and the fight is back on. You definitely work in extremely mysterious ways My Lord and Master, last night while I waited for my wife to come home, while I read from the good book, my nine-year-old daughter came to my bed and wanted to talk about Jesus, we sat there talking about You, talking about what you did and what people thought about you back then, and the Spirit came upon us and the water went back into their course and I enjoyed talking with her more than any other time before. I thank you Jesus because I have not solved any of my financial problems, in fact they may be worse because now I do not have any money at all, I used part of the last money I had to buy a cup of tea so I could connect here, but there is change Lord, there is insight, I am understanding many things I did not understand before. Dear Jesus there is something I have to do and you know what it is, this thing I have to do requires that I ask for forgiveness and that I become a humble person like you were. You know this is very hard, My Lord, you know that it is almost impossible, I beg you Jesus for strength, I beg you Lord to open my heart, to break the barriers holding me back, to open the route between my heart and mind so that I can start to feel and to consider things with my heart and not only my brain. Dear Jesus touch me and melt away the ice, I beg you Lord to allow my feelings to flow in one giant surge so that I can experience all the love, fear, hate, happiness and pain that is in the world around me. I thank you Lord because another day is going by dedicated to you, I thank all of you who have kept me in their prayers and your hearts and minds. I promise you Lord, I promise all of you who are praying besides me, I will go all the way, I will fast as long as it is necessary to get the answers and the blessings my family and I need. Thank you Jesus, thank you friends, I beg you all, keep me and my family in your prayers, the fight is on. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
