cesar00
Banned
Dear Jesus, I am online again, since last night, some how some way You managed to get me connected again. Thank you Jesus, my children are very happy too. We are very fast running out of the food we bought with the money I earned a few days ago with the articles I wrote. I continue strong on my fast and prayer, Dear Jesus yesterday I believe the tide started to change, some days ago You know what happened with Annabel, my wife's dear friend, well My Lord I asked for her forgiveness yesterday and it felt good, I am about to send her some prayers I have that may help her with her depression and loneliness problems. If any of you warriors have anything that could help me with regards to depression, loneliness, alcogholism and things like that I would appreciate you sending it to me at csr_batres@yahoo.com I have decided to try and help some frineds I have with these problems. My mother has been diagnosed with Alzeimers Desease, my father I believe is still in a state of shock and so are my sisters and brother. Me I have place my dear mom at Your feet Lord,I only beg that you give us time to share and to talk to one another, I have an uncle who is in the last stages of this desease and he smiles all the time, he is perpetually happy, I believe in my heart that he is speaking with You Lord, that in his regained innocence he is able to see Your face and talk with You. Sometimes he mumbles things incoherently which tells me that he is chatting with You or a passing angel. This desease is cruel for the families Lord and I beg You to strengthen my family, make them strong and courageous for the path we must follow, patient and loving for the woman who has given everything to us, including life.Dear Jesus my family is not a very christian family, in fact most of them are not at all including my father, they do not pray and they do not worship you, Dear Jesuis I beg you to touch them and bring them close to You, comfort them and help them understand and accept what is happening for my dear mama is going away very fast. Lord it is day five in the afternoon, I am strong, I am faithful, I am hopeful, I have not received any money and I do not have the slightest idea where it may come from, I have electricity, a little gas, a little food, andmost everything necessary in a home is running out very fast, It is okay My Father, I know in my gheart that the things we need will appear when you are ready to give them to us. My children and wife do not understand what I am doing, they know it is a sacrifice to You, they know I am doing it because I want to and I need to, I pray they one day will understand and we will have a family fast full of songs and prayer. Thank you My Jesus, My Father, I never thought I could get to five days, I promised I would go all the away so here I am, let us move on. Dear Jesus I beg you for my cousin Tomas, he died yesterday in a car crash after having a heart attack, Tomas was not Your friend, in fact it is said that he was the attorney of several drufg dealres and evil people, forgive him LOrd, allow him to forgive himself too, allow him to sit at Your tablke Lord for what ever hios sins were, his heart was clean and pure, he just lost his way somewhere. Thank you Jesus I beg you comfort his family, his mother and father, his wife and daughter, his brother and sister, touch them and let them know that Tomas sits with You today and that he will be looking over them forever. Thank you Jesus in You we trust.