God, today we have visitors in our house that we are trying to help. The woman and her children aren't Christian but I know you love them and they really need you right now. I also need you though lord! I can't handle losing my family and I'm so worried that I'm not strong enough to keep them amongst all this strife in my life. I desperately need a job, confidence and maybe more paitience. You know what's best for me so please help me. Don't let Janice take over our lives and don't let her be mean to my son. Help my son and his half brother to get along and please don't let me get in the way but also don't let me lose my son in the process. I love you God! Jesus name I pray this...sorry it's so confusing for me...Amen!