Dear Mark, Please always bear hope in mind that she will come back provided MY LoRD you love her in deep,in Godly faith whatever the obstacles on the way. See my case, I got a love luck which is given to me by the Almighty filled with HIS holy spirit and she gave her fully including all to me only for my selfish nature.I was blessed by GOD to learn to care others than ourselves,gave her impure compassionate true love in which i saw her inner beauty God gave her.
My ask the LORD to tell her mind that she should always strong and unshakable faith on me.I will live FOR HER for the the remaining days as she lived FOR ME only for the past that those Golden18 years. I pray GOD give her goodhealth by free her from all the pains ,diseases,all trouble in her back,knees,Teeth and Eyes in name of SAVIOR .
My LORD please ask her to forgive my all excessses subjected to you and our kids that will not continue hereafter and also The Almighty see that her son,all bros and sis,parents and kin please forgive me for GOD sake once for all.I also pray on my knees to GOD to bless them with prosperity and health in multitude you gave to Abraham and his heirs.Als My Beloved ,please MY GOD to try to reduce your 'Ghussa'cum anger on all.This is not as per your nowdge my GOD.Amen.