Extremely Sad

[Anonymous]

i don't know how to express my grief. i am so much worried about my college life. i was in an abusive relationship for ### years. because of this person i can't even study properly. everyday he blackmailed me. i cried i begged infront of him. but he only cared about his achievements. i thought he is a good boy because he hate girls. after ### year his nature towards me started changing. he went behind another girl in his college. she had a affair with another boy so he came back to me. saying sorry. i forgive him because i can't cheat anyone or marry someone or love someone. i thought god wants us to being relation with one person is the correct thing. our relation was through computer. i never saw him in real. he want to join army. so they have to take some physical examination. he has some problems. i made a huge mistake by showing kindness to him. since then, he is like i will suicide i will take medicines and kill myself. i can't kill an insect how can i let him die. nor i can tell my parents. i don't even know what is right or what is wrong. i thought its my fate. i don't loved him. then this year, i asked myself why i am with a person who only make me cry who only make me suffer. he make me like a dead person. so i left him. i never had a desire to have a relation but this person came to my life by saying all his emotional stories. everyone hated him. even his parents. i wonder why everyone hate him. his first gf left him. so i have some sympathy for him. saying that no one loves me and i am alone. i don't know if i have a future. always thought i will suicide. don't have the courage. i request everyone to pray for me. i don't want to live. i am not complaining or anything. i am suffering because of my own mistakes. please pray that i die before my parents fix my marriage with someone. i have no right to live. or spoil anyone's life. please pray i can't suffer anymore.

 

[Abbyamy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[SandyS]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[CARLA]

Most Holy God in Heaven, please look down from your throne of grace and have pity on us, it said's in your word your grace and love for us is great, that you alone are the author of our fate, and if we follow the path that you have laid out for us before we were born, all will go well for our soul, so show us the path Father so that we may always be in your will, Father we cling to the belief that you alone are the answer to our wants and needs, we leave our problems at your feet, Father give us the strength to leave them there and not try to do your job for you, we are weak but you are strong, you are our rock that we run to when the world closes in on us, hide us in the shadow of your mighty wings, where there is healing, we give our all to you Lord, our troubles and our needs, restore us, and heal us in your name Jesus, we pray, Amen.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[DNLDWCH]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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