bronson38
Beloved of All
LORD, I had a terrible new years eve and part of new years day! Not expecting the nasty things people have done to me. I am extremely hurt and heartbroken. Can you please help me and my friends forgive each other over something so dumb we argued about. I forgive them but they wont say sorry and forgive me, which is not fair.I am so angry and i want them to know what it is like and to understand how and what i went through in my life. They kicked me out with no money, it was around 1 degree the windchill and nobody cared. Thank God they came back out and let me in to get a ride. But the whole point i am getting at is i wanna pray for payback of some of the things that they have done or said. Make me rise above my frienemies, let me become the head not the tail, show them something that i went through. Please Lord i am just asking you to put them through a storm, show them what it is like and how i felt. I pray for them and forgive them but i cant make them forgive me. Their words hurt me deeply. M.A was very cold, mean, hurt my feelings so bad i wanted to commit suicide, it was that bad father. But please can you help these people see that i am not a bad person, teach them a lesson for how i have been treated, like they say eye for an eye and so on. Please there are many more unspoken things at this time, but i want to pray for them god knows what and who and the situation. I need help now, please Lord i am suffering inside so bad only you know! Please take care of this.IJNIP!