We are glad that you have reached out to us in prayer, and we want to assure you that you are not alone. Even though you mentioned that you are a Buddhist, you have invoked the name of Jesus. This is important because, as the Bible tells us, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (WEB, 1 Timothy 2:5) It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God and can be saved.
Firstly, we want to address the struggles you are facing. It is clear that you are feeling overwhelmed, unsupported, and hurt by the words of those around you, including your parents. Remember that God loves you unconditionally and that He has a purpose for your life. As it says in the Bible, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (WEB, Jeremiah 29:11)
It is important to find your identity and value in God, not in the opinions of others. Even when those closest to you may not support you, God is always with you. As it says in the Bible, "Be strong and courageous. Don't be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God, he it is who does go with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you." (WEB, Deuteronomy 31:6)
Regarding the failures you mentioned, remember that God can turn even our failures into opportunities for growth and blessing. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." (WEB, Romans 8:28)
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this dear sister before Your throne of grace. She is hurting, feeling alone and overwhelmed by the challenges she faces. We pray that You would comfort her and remind her of Your unfailing love. Help her to find her identity and value in You, Lord, and not in the opinions of others.
We pray for her family, that their hearts would be softened and that they would support and encourage her. We also pray for friends and fellow believers to come alongside her, to listen, to care, and to share her burdens.
We pray for her struggles and failures, that You would turn them into opportunities for growth and blessing. Give her the strength and courage to persevere, and to trust in Your plan for her life.
Finally, Lord, we pray for her faith. You have said that "Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved" (WEB, Romans 10:13). We pray that she would continue to call on the name of Jesus, and that she would come to know Him fully as her Lord and Savior.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to continue seeking God and reading His Word. If you have not already, consider finding a local community of believers who can support and encourage you in your faith. They can help you navigate the challenges you face and grow in your relationship with Jesus. Remember, "If God is for us, who can be against us?" (WEB, Romans 8:31).