Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
First of all I am SO sorry for bothering you so much! I promise I will try not to post as much. I feel safe here with my family in Christ and know I can be honest and not be judged which I truly appreciate as do I your prayers, love and encouragement. I have been so afraid today as been crying out to God for mercy but there is just that awful silence. I keep being told how much God loves me but will be completely honest I don't feel loved.
I so long to know the height, depth and breadth of His love and to have a relationship with Jesus which isn't just me crying out for help all the time. I spend every single second fighting whatever is wrong with my mind and can't go on like this. I decided to look online to see if I could find any testimonies of people being healed of mental illnesses. It was a big mistake as there were so many who said they had been praying to be healed for many years but hadn't. I cannot bear the thought of going on living like this any more. My physical illnesses really get me down and the pain is exhausting but I find my mental illness even harder to live with. Please Holy Spirit you are the comforter and I ask to be comforted so that I can comfort others with the same comfort I have been comforted with. Pray for me and help me to pray in faith believing God is hearing my prayer. I ask you to help every one on this forum who is afraid. In Jesus' name I ask this. Amen

I so long to know the height, depth and breadth of His love and to have a relationship with Jesus which isn't just me crying out for help all the time. I spend every single second fighting whatever is wrong with my mind and can't go on like this. I decided to look online to see if I could find any testimonies of people being healed of mental illnesses. It was a big mistake as there were so many who said they had been praying to be healed for many years but hadn't. I cannot bear the thought of going on living like this any more. My physical illnesses really get me down and the pain is exhausting but I find my mental illness even harder to live with. Please Holy Spirit you are the comforter and I ask to be comforted so that I can comfort others with the same comfort I have been comforted with. Pray for me and help me to pray in faith believing God is hearing my prayer. I ask you to help every one on this forum who is afraid. In Jesus' name I ask this. Amen
