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My name is Theresa, I'm 49 years old and I am actually an ordained licensed minister in the primary field of evangelism /outreach/ prison-jail ministry. I received my calling to the ministry in 1996, since that time I had fought ferociously and rebelled against my appointed task. I am a delivered addict and I have been in and out of the ministry since 1996. In 2008 the entire bottom fell out of my life as I had known it, my husband left me for another woman, lost my job, lost my vehicles, lost my 62 year old mother, lost my home, virtually lost my mind. Since I have lost many very close loved ones and relatives, been put our or evicted 3 times in 3 years. I am a student seeking my bachelors and about to get expelled from school and have to pay large sums of money back because I have been virtually homeless since I started school. I technically am at this moment homeless, without a car and in desperate need of employment. Since the beginning of 2011 I have tried to dedicate myself to the ministry and the enemy is attacking me from every angle. I had operated in a Jonah spirit for many years running from what the Lord repeatedly confirmed in my spirit to do, now that I have made a conscious decision to be loyal, obedient and dedicate to the ministry just when I thought that it couldn't get any worse it has. I have to leave my 3rd home in 3 years and have no clue as to where I am going to go. I haven't had a vehicle in 3 years and it has been so difficult finding employment without transportation because either I've had to live where there is no public transportation or the jobs that I qualified for were not in the route and ultimately lost those jobs for lack of transportation.
My primary prayer request is to be effective in my ministry as well as to have a stable home, reliable transportation, a job and restoration of my marriage that I can be financially secure and retire from. If the Father would be so merciful and gracious as to give me those basic needs I can and will overcome all the rest with faith, trust and belief because I know that I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. I need a little added support and strength right now. PLEASE, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I have considered suicide more than I care to admit, but I just can't display such a blatant lack of faith. It has always been my belief that subside was like a smack in God's face, the ultimate demonstration of NO faith and probably a direct none stop passageway to hell. Which Lord knows I feel like I am already there, I sure don't want to die and go there for real. The Word says that the effective and fervent prayers of the righteous avails much. I am going to post this on absolutely every prayer request page that I can because I am so desperately in need of relief from this storm that I have been in for so very long. I do count it all joy and know that patience is being worked out in me for the perfection of my ministry, I know that this current suffering is my testimony, however I know too that God does not put more on us than we can bear and will provide a way of escape. I'm not asking for total escape, I am asking for relief as I travel this journey for whatever reason that He desires that I should.
Thank you so much for your time, consideration and prayers. If need be I can be contacted via email at tmv720@aol.com. God bless and thank you. I look forward to submitting my praise report. Again, to God be the glory in advance, thank you.
My primary prayer request is to be effective in my ministry as well as to have a stable home, reliable transportation, a job and restoration of my marriage that I can be financially secure and retire from. If the Father would be so merciful and gracious as to give me those basic needs I can and will overcome all the rest with faith, trust and belief because I know that I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. I need a little added support and strength right now. PLEASE, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I have considered suicide more than I care to admit, but I just can't display such a blatant lack of faith. It has always been my belief that subside was like a smack in God's face, the ultimate demonstration of NO faith and probably a direct none stop passageway to hell. Which Lord knows I feel like I am already there, I sure don't want to die and go there for real. The Word says that the effective and fervent prayers of the righteous avails much. I am going to post this on absolutely every prayer request page that I can because I am so desperately in need of relief from this storm that I have been in for so very long. I do count it all joy and know that patience is being worked out in me for the perfection of my ministry, I know that this current suffering is my testimony, however I know too that God does not put more on us than we can bear and will provide a way of escape. I'm not asking for total escape, I am asking for relief as I travel this journey for whatever reason that He desires that I should.
Thank you so much for your time, consideration and prayers. If need be I can be contacted via email at tmv720@aol.com. God bless and thank you. I look forward to submitting my praise report. Again, to God be the glory in advance, thank you.
