richard14
Good and Faithful Servant
I struggle with anger more, now that I am recovering from my severe traumatic brain injury, and it is so hard to not get furious with the hateful ways of people who hate God. It is so hard, but I know in Christ are all answers and he is working in me to help me with this, but we evangelize out of love, and yet their intention is far from it. The new agers I once knew, they have demon powers basically and long to be set free of all their influence. They led me down the burning path while I suffered, and I forgive, but I know they will never imagine they were ever wrong about anything. I pray the Lord make us believers wiser than our countless enemies, and pray that we not only love our enemies, but in deed and in truth love our enemies. Pray for our enemies! Do good for them! Bless them! Every time I succumb to anger in a debate with a particularly stubborn or condescending atheist, I know I have not succeeded, even if I "win" the debate. We can't debate or reason, we have to do these things in love and with meekness, be led by the spirit, not emotions, and trust in the Lord and not lean on our own understanding.
