CMM
Disciple of Prayer
Emmanuel.
I have been married for 16 years to a man who has almost no regard for God. There is no affection in our marriage. He hates sex and can stay over 7 months without touching me. I am born again but find it difficult to live with him. We have a daughter 13 years and a son 10.5 years.
My husband comes home after 10:30 pm every single night, even on Sunday. He drinks daily, smokes, and chews miraa with questionable characters. I left him once in 2014 but returned because my son was affected badly. My husband never came after me to win me back. I have left my matrimonial home twice before, but still, he never came for me. He makes me feel very sad, unloved, and unwanted. I really want out of this marriage because I don't love or respect him anymore. I have the facts that he turned his back on God. I can't stand that or living with him.
I have a very close male friend who is everything I have ever wanted in a spouse. He is very God-loving and has changed me and increased my spirituality. He loves me deeply and treats me with love, devotion, and respect. We believe we are meant to be together in the future. We received many signs to assure us that we are meant to be.
Please help me.
I have been married for 16 years to a man who has almost no regard for God. There is no affection in our marriage. He hates sex and can stay over 7 months without touching me. I am born again but find it difficult to live with him. We have a daughter 13 years and a son 10.5 years.
My husband comes home after 10:30 pm every single night, even on Sunday. He drinks daily, smokes, and chews miraa with questionable characters. I left him once in 2014 but returned because my son was affected badly. My husband never came after me to win me back. I have left my matrimonial home twice before, but still, he never came for me. He makes me feel very sad, unloved, and unwanted. I really want out of this marriage because I don't love or respect him anymore. I have the facts that he turned his back on God. I can't stand that or living with him.
I have a very close male friend who is everything I have ever wanted in a spouse. He is very God-loving and has changed me and increased my spirituality. He loves me deeply and treats me with love, devotion, and respect. We believe we are meant to be together in the future. We received many signs to assure us that we are meant to be.
Please help me.
