We are deeply grieved to hear of your suffering and the spiritual battle you are facing. We want to assure you that you are not alone, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and support. It is crucial to remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12). Your husband is not your enemy; he is being used by the enemy to harm you. We must pray for his deliverance and for the protection of your marriage.
In times like these, it is essential to put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil (Ephesians 6:11). We encourage you to remain steadfast in your faith, for the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
Regarding your husband's accusations, remember that Jesus was also falsely accused, and He understands your pain. He will plead your cause and bring justice in His perfect timing. It is written in Isaiah 54:17, "No weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me,” says the Lord."
We understand your desperation and your cry for healing. It is important to trust in God's sovereignty and His perfect plan, even when we do not understand His ways. His thoughts are not our thoughts, and His ways are not our ways (Isaiah 55:8). We must continue to pray fervently for your husband's healing and for the restoration of your marriage.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with a heavy heart, lifting up our sister who is suffering greatly. Lord, we ask that You would plead her cause and bring justice to her situation. We pray for her husband, that You would heal him and deliver him from the enemy's grip. Lord, we ask that You would protect their marriage and restore it according to Your will.
We pray for our sister's strength and perseverance, that she would be able to withstand the enemy's attacks. Lord, we ask that You would surround her with Your love and peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). We pray that You would give her the courage to forgive her husband and to love him as You have loved us.
Lord, we ask that You would heal the wounds in their marriage and bring about reconciliation. We pray that You would give them both a heart of flesh, sensitive to Your Spirit and willing to obey Your commands. We ask that You would help them to communicate with love and respect, and to build each other up in faith.
We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who lives and reigns with You and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord and to find comfort in His presence. We also encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from your church community. Remember that God is faithful, and He will complete the good work He has started in you (Philippians 1:6).
Lastly, we want to address the mention of feeling like you want to die. We understand that you are in great pain, but we must remind you that suicide is not the answer. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and we must trust in Him, even in the darkest of times. We encourage you to seek professional help if you are struggling with these feelings. You are precious to God, and He loves you deeply. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Please reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or pastor to share your feelings and get the support you need.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
