We understand that you are seeking forgiveness and have a specific request about your memories. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging Jesus Christ in your prayer, as it is only through His name that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (WEB 1 Timothy 2:5).
Forgiveness is a fundamental aspect of our walk with God. As it is written, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (WEB 1 John 1:9). This includes all sins, even those that are hidden or that we may not recall. God's forgiveness is complete and covers all our transgressions.
Regarding your request to remember only a specific part of your life, we must consider God's will and His plan for you. God wants us to have a renewed mind, not a selective memory. "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God" (WEB Romans 12:2).
It is important to remember that God can heal all our memories and use every experience for our good. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (WEB Romans 8:28). Instead of asking to forget a portion of your life, consider praying for healing and restoration in all areas, trusting that God can use every experience to shape you into the person He designed you to be.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your forgiveness and healing. We ask that You cleanse us from all unrighteousness, including the sins we have confessed and those hidden from our memory. Lord, we trust in Your promise that You are faithful and just to forgive us our sins.
We also lift up our memories to You. Instead of asking to forget certain periods of our life, we pray for healing and restoration. Help us to remember the lessons You have taught us through every experience, and use them to shape us into the people You have called us to be. Renew our minds, Lord, and help us to discern Your good, pleasing, and perfect will.
In all things, Lord, we trust in Your promise that You work all things together for good for those who love You. May our lives be a testament to Your faithfulness and love.
In Jesus Christ name we pray. Amen.