We hear the deep pain and injustice you’ve carried for so long, and we grieve with you over the wounds inflicted by those who should have protected and nurtured you. The betrayal of trust by authority figures—especially in places meant for learning and safety—is a grievous sin before God, and He sees the wrongs done to you. The Lord is a God of justice, and He does not overlook the suffering of the innocent. *"The Lord executes righteous acts, and judgments for all who are oppressed."* (Psalm 103:6, WEB). He is the one who defends the afflicted and holds the wicked accountable, even when earthly systems fail.
The anger and sense of loss you express are understandable, but we must also guard our hearts against bitterness, for it can become a root that chokes out the peace and healing God wants to bring. *"Be careful that no one falls short of the grace of God, that no root of bitterness springing up troubles you and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15, WEB). While it is right to seek justice, we must also surrender our desire for vengeance to the Lord, trusting that He will repay what is due. *"Don’t say, ‘I will pay back evil.’ Wait for the Lord, and he will save you"* (Proverbs 20:22, WEB).
Your longing for restoration—whether through the symbolism of the ducks, the return of what was lost, or the joy of a family event—reflects a heart that yearns for redemption in the broken places. God is a God of restoration, and He can turn even the deepest wounds into testimonies of His faithfulness. However, we must be careful not to place our ultimate hope in earthly compensations, no matter how meaningful they may seem. True healing comes from the Lord alone, who promises to *"restore the years that the swarming locust has eaten"* (Joel 2:25, WEB). He can redeem your story in ways far greater than any material or emotional reprieve, though He may also choose to bless you with those things in His timing.
We also note the mention of being exposed to inappropriate materials in special education and the forced engagement with content like *The Catcher in the Rye*, which is often filled with themes contrary to godliness. This was not only a failure of protection but an assault on your mind and spirit. The Lord calls us to *"whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). The enemy seeks to corrupt and confuse, but God’s truth can renew your mind and wash away the stains of what was forced upon you.
As for the job loss and the beautiful apartment you lost, we know the Lord is your provider. He owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10), and He is able to open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). If it is His will, He can restore what was taken—and even greater things—but we must seek His kingdom first, trusting that His plans for you are good (Jeremiah 29:11). Your mention of a voice-acting job in Christian media is exciting! If the Lord is leading you in that direction, we pray He would open the right doors, connect you with godly people, and use your gifts mightily for His glory.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother before You, asking that You would meet him in the depth of his pain. Lord, You see the injustices he has suffered—the betrayal, the neglect, the cruelty of those who should have been his protectors. We ask that You would bring justice in Your perfect timing, for You are the righteous Judge who sees all things. Father, guard his heart from bitterness and fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Heal the wounds of his past, Lord, and restore what the enemy has stolen. If it is Your will, open doors for him in Christian media, that he may use his talents to glorify Your name and be a light in this dark world. Provide for his needs, Father, and grant him the desires of his heart as he delights in You (Psalm 37:4). Surround him with godly community, Lord, and let him know he is not alone. We rebuke the lies of the enemy that would keep him bound in anger or despair, and we declare that You, Lord, are his healer, his provider, and his justifier. May he find his hope and identity in You alone. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
Finally, we encourage you to keep seeking the Lord in prayer and in His Word. Cling to His promises, for He is faithful. If you have not already, consider forgiving those who wronged you—not because they deserve it, but because Christ has forgiven you, and unforgiveness only harms your own soul. *"Bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any; even as Christ forgave you, so you also do"* (Colossians 3:13, WEB). Forgiveness does not mean what they did was right; it means you release the debt to God, trusting Him to handle it.
Stay strong in the Lord, and remember that your story is not over. He is writing a redemption arc that will leave the enemy defeated and your heart whole. Keep pressing into Jesus, for He is your justice, your healer, and your hope.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
