Doubts

[cesar00]

Dear Jesus, this morning while I kneel at your feet begging for relief on my problems and unbearable financial situation I wonder, Dear Jesus if I am true to you. Is my faith in you real or is it just an excuse to escape the reality that I am incapable of solving these problems. Do I really believe Dear Jesus that you will miraculously provide me with the money I need to keep my daughter in school and pay my debts? Is it just my mind that wants a scapegoat to blame because things do not come out the way I want them to? Are you just a part of my mind trying to keep together what ever remains of my sanity before the total collapse? Today is Monday Dear Jesus, You know payment must be made sometime tomorrow for her to be able to go toschool on Wednesday, you know Dear Lord when the other debts have to be paid, you know it all Dear Jesus. Sometimes I believe that I have faith in you because I have no other choice, because I cannot come up with this money by myselkf for I do not have a job or any other means of prcuring funds. Sometimes I wonder if you are just an excuse for me to stay away from the criminal ways my family has and many of my friends have because I am afraid of consequences. I have been in prison, Dear Jesus, you know that, I was in prison for twenty days which were the worst in my life. Is it possible that I do not really love and cherish ypou but that I only use your name as an excuse to hide behind and do nothing ?? Dear Jesus it is at times like this that my mind fills with darkness and the evil one pushes me against the wall putting things into my mind and heart, testing me, tempting me to stray from you. I am sometimes not sure what is real and what is not. I beg you Dear Jesus that you shed a light upon me, allow me to feel you, allow me to know that I am on the right track, let me know My Lord that you stand by me with me and for me.

I know in my heart that I am a believer, Dear Jesus, I am a true believer, and no doubts or anything will make me change thi8s,. It is just hard to hang on when things are on the edge of collapsing. It is hard to keep the faith when there is no tomorrow. Forgive me Lord foir doubting your ways and decisions, I remain faithfully yours and await with joy and confidence anything you have prepared for me and my family. My friends I beg you to join me in prayer for my faith and love for Jesuisn to griw strong with every minute that I get closer to the abism. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.

 

[Nilsson]

Dear Friend I know by experiance that God shows up in the last minute. Or rather one minute over due time. But He stops the clock and let it tich backwards to your favour.

Just praise Him in the midst of your agony. Praise Him that He is able in everything. And thank Him that He has chosen you to be worthy of being tryed. Because thats Gods way to teach us and to help us grow in faith in by seeing that He is faithful and will always help you.

 

[leastofthese]

Heavenly Father I cry out to you for my brother and his family and all of their needs and worries. Solve all of these issues and keep them in your hand always. Oh God comfort them and keep his baby in a school God where she can freely learn and grow in you . It is your will that we train our children up in the way that they should go. Father please help my brother and his family and bring about only your will. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Brother...when you have no strength to hold onto God...He IS holding onto you. Will be praying for you.

 

[cesar00]

Thank you my friends, your faith and love gives me strength. I too believe all will be well tomorrow. Thank you for your prayers and support. I am on my knees Dear Lord begin for your mercy and support. Thank you Jesus in you I trust.

 

[K-J]

Praying in faith that Cesar's trust and faith are bolstered by Your powerful grace. Dear Father, please make a way where Cesar sees none. Open his heart to the vast possibilities and blessings You have in store. I pray that You would supress all strongholds and keep the enemy far from his heart, mind and soul. He belongs to You, and I pray that Your loving presence would surround him this moment. Allow him to see the bright path You are unfolding. In Jesus' name, amen.