Don't know what to do...

[bonnieb]

When I married my husband five years ago, I had to make many changes. I had to move to another state. I had to live at his mothers house. I had to give up my two businesses, and I have been forced into debt. My husband is a hard worker. He is a farmer, so he is almost always gone. I hate the state I live in. His family hates my guts, and the day of our wedding they chose to expose their hatred of me for the first time openly. I was devastated! His mother did MANY cruel, hateful things to me and against me when I had to live at her house. Of course she covered her rear when my husband would say something, so I always came out looking bad. He believed her and his sister. So consequently, I have never been protected from any of the garbage they have thrown at me. My husband is well liked by everyone. No matter what, he always is liked. He is laid back and easy going, so he never gets disturbed by things. Problem is, my self esteem, my heart, and my well being are about shot. I have lived in circumstances that I never would have considered myself living in, and I am worn out with it all. When I have gone to talk to a pastor, Paul always comes out smelling like a rose, while I, because I am so upset with all this, and I cry because I am hurt by all of this, come off looking like there is something wrong with me. He is always friendly, and easygoing, so I guess they assume that I am a hysterical witch. I am not that at all!!! I worked YEARS at a job I despised, so I could get out of debt. Now I have so much debt on me, I don't know how it will ever be paid! I love Paul, but I cannot continue this way. He works like a dog, yet he has no goals other than to buy new equipment. In the meantime, things are always late, so my credit is ruined. It doesn't bother him a bit. His family still treats me like trash, yet that is not dealt with either. It is MY problem. I just know I have been miserable for five years, I am lonely, and I am VERY unhappy! I should not have ever gotten married. Anyway, please pray for me today. I just feel despair, and hopeless. Thank you!

 

[Dion]

Lord I'm In Total Agreement With This Prayer .lord Pls Bring This Couple Together With A Loving Understanding Lord Help Them Restore This Marriage Befor It Gets Really Bad .lord Pls Be With Bonnie And Bring Joy To Her Heart Mind And Soul....in Jesus Name Amen

 

[Wordlessverbs]

God fill Bonnie's despair with faith and love turn her mourning into dancing Jesus give her beauty for ashes. Lord grant her the stregth to endure until the end Lord enable her to live such a life of exampple that the other around her ar humbled by her exsistance and example so that become aware of there own sins and changed there ways repent and seek your forgiveness. I alos ask you to relase all unforgivness in Bonnie,s heart so that her prayers are not hindered in Jesus name I pray!

 

[Liz1]

Lord give Bonnie the strength to do what she needs to do. Let her husband see the truth. Amen

 

[silentangel]

Lord, I ask for devine intervention here. Bonnie needs your gentle touch. Please soften the hearts of the in-laws. Let them see Bonnie in a new light. Let her reach out to them with a new resolve and love them in spite of their actions. I rebuke satan, bind him and cast him out of this relationship. Remove the root of bitterness from her. Heal her broken heart and draw her close to you. Shower her with your love. Be with her and show her the way to happiness. In thy name, A-men