Don't Know If I'm Gonna Pull Thru

[nuptial -bound]

I'm slowly losing my mind.I wish I could say it'll soon pass. I'm severly depressed.things ARE NOT turning around.I need a Miracle,lord! I've been ATTACKED by the enemy so badly, I don't know if I can ever bounce back.I was angry w/ you yesterday,on my way to church-i could barley sit thru service bc I felt YOU and all your Promises are a were a sham to me-that You never meant to keep any of it to me.YOU NEVER have answred my prayers, in 10 years? Why should I do for you anything that You want?You took my father,my friends-they all moved away,my family memebers use+abuse me,I'm made the scorn of a fool.I'm unable to Praise you,eexcept sarcastically.help me-i may be lost for good if you don't intervene.I don't do drugs,have casual sex,live in sin. I do tithe, pray 4 others,offer special gifts,help the poor.take care of my sick mom,why HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME IN MY HOUR OF NEED?Whare is the Justice you promise and have asked us to pray for?I stand on Isiah 54-I truly need You to honor your word-BE REAL TO ME as in this scripture!Don't allow the wicked to Magnify themselves over me,don't make me the SCORN of fools anymore!(Psalms-words from David, not me-so DON't say I'm complaing -these are David's cries out to the Lord!)In jesus'nme,Amen.Help me if You care at all?I have been faithful in tithes,prayer,faith,expectation-I lost it yesterday,angry+BACKED IN A CORNER.That has been my sin-I don't need scoffers,critics or the unedifying musings of Job's friends.I've declared,for my shame ,give me double for almost 15 years.when will it come to pass?You are not a man that you should lie(Numbers23) so please fulfill your word,Abba?I have nothing,no body to talk to-no dad anymore,no husband,boyfriend,no friends who understand -they have husabnds,families,etc.I'm a BIG Loser compared to them...Do You REALLy NOT WITHOLD any goos thing from a righteous man? I've been good+waiting...Will you make good on your word,lord, if not for me-a mere nothing, but for your namesake?You are no respecter of persons...

 

[Shay]

I'll take care of you. Don't be shocked at the miracles.

 

[faithope]

Somethimes we do have our blind spot or miss the point...e.g., i am sure you wouldn't like someone to be really nice to you in order to get something out of you-and God is no different. He knows the condition of our hearts becos He is no fool like we humans are-Jeremiah 17:9

But He seeks those who truly love Him for Who He is and not for what we can get out of Him. He has already given His most precious Gift and thank God, He drew you to meet and accept His Son so that you and I will not be tormented in hell for eternity. Suffering on this planet is temperol compared spending in hell for eternity

But like you and I, we will surely have trails, tribulations and even judgement while here on earth but to be with Him for eternity is worthwhile So be wise how you perceive His goodness towards you, dear sister.

2 Chronicles 16:9 (New King James Version)

9 For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.

23 Then He said to them all, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily,[a] and follow Me. 24 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it. 25 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and is himself destroyed or lost? 26 For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and in His Father’s, and of the holy angels. Luke 9

 

[swillis001]

Father, I ask that You renew this woman's mind and faith in You. Give her a sign that You have not forsaken her. Teach her to trust in You and wait for Your perfect timing for the things she asks for. In Jesus name Amen

 

[Bibleman46]

Fasting is the fastest way to change your current circumstances. Fasting will open a supernatural doorway from God into your life. Fasting will deny your flesh and feed your spirit and enable you to draw closer to the Lord. As You humble yourself and seek the Lord in your fast He will begin to help you and meet your needs. The Lord loves you very much and I pray that you will find that out when you do your fast. When people in the Bible faced unsurmountable odds or troubles they all turned to God with fasting. I believe this is your miracle opportunity to find that favor, guidance, encouragement and blessings that you need right now. Look up Jentezen Franklin on the web he has lots of information about fasting. There you will also see many testimonials of how God blessed those who fasted in a mighty way. Give it a try it will bless you!

some scriptures about fasting (1 Sam. 1:6-8; 17,18; Neh. 1:4; Dan. 9:3,20; Joel 2:12; Lk. 2:37; Acts 10:30; Isa. 58; Jer. 14:12; 1 Cor. 8:8) God bless you!

 

[nuptial -bound]

i got a reply from one who accused me falsely.why would you that? who said i never loved god? not once did you pray for me,you knew i'm afflicted but you gave me vinegar to drink+reprimanding.if you're not edifying,aren't you just sending me pages of verse out of vanity. aren't u using others'words to magnify yourself,just like job's friends did?you don't demonstrate christ-like love,what are seeking to gain from god,use him to at my expense,?bc i certainly didn't infer any love or mercy?thank you shay +mzwillis for edifying me! god bless u!

 

[nuptial -bound]

thank you,bibleman 46,for your tips.i fasted many times last week bv forgot that the enemy attacks believers when we are at our weakest-that we are never closer to breakthru than when we are attackf,broadsided.we may be the salt of the world,but as folowers of christ,we pray for one another.thx for encouraging me,it comforted,edified me while i am battle-weary+vulernable.bless u!

 

[clay pot]

My heart was so broken at your words; I cried. With great compassion, the Lord loves you so very dearly and you are on His mind continually. The very hairs of your head are all numbered; not one will fall out that He doesn't know about. Is He the first one on our minds when we awake each morning like we are on His mind as soon as we wake up? Psalm 40 says we are continually on His mind. Maybe His heart is broken that we don't spend enough time in His presence. I know I fall short there. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you. Matt. 6:33. The apostle Paul said these trials are nothing compared to the glory we'll receive one day! Your brothers and sisters are going through similar trials. It's not easy! But Paul said, this one thing I do, I count all as loss to gain Christ! I forget those things of the past and press forward. Keep the faith! Don't give up? Where is there to go? For only He has the words to eternal life and is the way, the truth and the life! Take communion daily! Some bread and juice as we proclaim his death til He comes every time we take communion. Your health will be revived, your spirit lifted and renewed, revitalized! Play the Word daily, play praise and worship music 24/7 it will ward off depression and demon spirits. Dear Lord, we come right now and lift our sister to you in her time of great need and we lay her burdens at your feet. We leave them there with you and don't take them back up again as we are trusting you to work out these issues in her life. We trust you completely as I cover her with my faith that 'all things work together for good to those who love God to those who are the called according to His purpose' Rom. 8:28 and 'I know the thoughts that I think toward you, thoughts of good and not of evil to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11. For the battle is not yours, but the Lord's. II Chron. 20:15. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done in her life, in the name of Jesus we ask and give thanks now for, amen!

 

[faithope]

i got a reply from one who accused me falsely.why would you that? who said i never loved god? not once did you pray for me,you knew i'm afflicted but you gave me vinegar to drink+reprimanding.if you're not edifying,aren't you just sending me pages of verse out of vanity. aren't u using others'words to magnify yourself,just like job's friends did?you don't demonstrate christ-like love,what are seeking to gain from god,use him to at my expense,?bc i certainly didn't infer any love or mercy?thank you shay +mzwillis for edifying me! god bless u!

my sincere prayer is that you will be true to yourself

 

[faithope]

my sincere prayer is that you will be true with yourself